Life After Love *****

Life After Love!

An indolent sigh
Escaping the lid, off my mind
As I wake up, stretching,
Bringing, feeling into my arms
My eyes, I open wide, then close again
Scintillating, little diamonds,
Brought on by the sun...
Thinking of you,
In the depths of my mind
That obsessive, obsession, scaling high
That mountain I must climb...
Closing my eyes,
I cannot see you in my, mind!
Your smiling features, reaching,
Your eyes...
Struggling, to visualise...
Behind, the eyes of my mind, a gossamer
Escaping, not the mire, of my thoughts
Rampaging within...
From, this desultory, world am in
Deeply buried within, feelings
In a limbo, living...
A limbo, I've created, of my own
Exhuming, yesterday's feelings
Buried, deep within me...
Where, once light, shone in mine, eyes
At all times, wanting to live.
In, the darkness of mine, nights,
See I cannot your eyes...
Understanding not, the visions before, me
You cannot disguise, looking into your eyes
The emptiness, that I see
Deep within you!
Bumbling through life, without you!
I see not you!
Recognising, not this life, this existence
Where once, I danced indolently
Exotically, in a fury and abundance...
The romance, that once was inherently
My yesterday's,
When there was love, to play!
But, you know, you've reawakened, me!
Casting aside those feelings,
Into oblivion...
Now rampaging, between the darkness
Intermingling, with the light
A being that knows not, if there's
Life after love!!