Saturday 30 September 2017

Salve!!



Salve !!
Rubbing the sleep from my eyes
As I stretch to reach you, trying
Keeping an eye on you!!
The intensity of your gaze making me feel surreal
Revibrating through me the beating of my heart
Radiating from the depths of me!
& like this primitive being,
That reason can not, think cannot feel
In this moment of time her primitive mind
Expanding her heart in this need for you
Like embers burning her blood
As she rises above you...
A temptation to her radiating energy your eyes
Gazing deeply into your soul!
Seeing, the whole of you kissing your mind your eyes,
& like a map down she goes!!
A little nip on your ear waiting for a reaction from you
Whispering softly in your ear wanting all of you!!
And from your mouth, she drinks the very essence of you
Primitively, feeling your every sinew...
& like a curtain over her face, her hair hanging over you
Peeping at you watching you...
Like a tormented being from the very depths of you
Struggling, almost like a whisper
A grown escaping lenta'mente from you
All she needed and down the map she goes!
That hollow below your chin deeping her tongue
Feeling the need, in you!
In your chest your heart beating like a drum!!
Boom Boom!
Through your veins pulsating your blood & mine
In centigrade or Fahrenheit Salve, caro!!
Looking into your eyes taking all of you
Lost in the momentum, of time losing her mind
In her primitiveness...
She called your name grasping at nothingness
An explosion erupting screaming she cried
Salve darling!!
Tears spilling out such a long time!
That crooked smile exuding,  his turn awaiting me
& I took all he had to give sublimely...
Ahh!! his eyes will be the ruination of me!
How do you see me!!

                      By Connie James





Monday 11 September 2017

Your Phrases!!


Your Phrases!!

Darling, you're not responsible for me
falling for you...
Just your eyes the windows to your soul
Just your eyes darling are guilty
For the way, I feel for you
Yet you say you've done nought,
Encouraging me, my feelings!
Always so carefully keeping that lid upon
My feeling or your feelings
& yet I knew not that I felt this way
Until you admonishing me protestingly
Why didn't I know, or realised
Didn't see the danger of falling for you.
But your eyes a temptation to me!
Deeply into my soul penetratingly
Just a look, from you!
Darling just a look from you is enough
Making me fall apart fragmenting
Your phrases your words...
Your words incandescently burning embers my mind
So far far away you'll be...
In my dreams...
Yah! I do dream of you confoundedly
Your gaze penetrating right through me
& in my mind's mind, wow!
What's happening to me, your eyes challenging me
Yet I looked not for this...
I looked not for this at all, this turbulence within me
Eat, cannot...sleep an impossibility
Confounded I'll always be
Turmoil within me!
But like a chameleon your changing
Changing continuously changing your colours before me
I miss when you're not there, reaching for me
When see you I cannot, residing within me misery...
A straight answer you never give me...
Over time you've changed no more good nights
Evoking freely from you!
No more my darling looking, into your eyes kissing you
When all I want is to hold you!
Feel the beating of your heart against mine & feel
Feel you touching your mind with mine.
Convulsions erupting through me, uncontrollably
As we loved through the night into a frenzy...
Always be with me!!

                     By Connie James...






Saturday 9 September 2017

Remenber Me!


REMEMBER ME

Wherever you'll be, remember me
Within me!
I can feel your breath beside me
Loving me!
Continents apart we may be
But you're just across the water from me!
Burning my skin I feel the intensity of the orange sun
I can still feel the madness of that noonday
As if it was yesterday!
The evening storms carrying our madness away
Within me embedded forever will be!
In the darkness of my nights
When the moon is at her highest & sleep I can not
My mind turns on to you
Remembering that sweet madness
The way we used to do
Make love to the sound of those bells
Those church bells hypnotising me!
& the whispering breezes cooling my skin
Bringing you closer so close that in your eyes
I see glistening little diamonds dancing in your eyes
Like, blinking little fairies in the distance.
Across the water from me!
Flowing through my window the night breeze
In the silence of the night birds humming eloquently
The mysticness of the moment
Spoiling sirens breaking the silence...
As I get up & walk down the street
& sit across from the Danube I see you!
I see you,
In my minds eyes...
In the disturbing silence.

Connie James...


Sunday 3 September 2017

I Tasted Love


I Tasted Love

Like a dopamine in my blood
Burning, my mind
The very extremities of me
Soaring high in the delirium of love
Clasping, nothingness
Burning, me my mind as I soar higher
Like, that Phoenix
Riding on the thermal winds
In the ecstasy in the momentum of love
I took all you had to give abandonly
Suffice just, a touch!
As I cry out in the recesses of my mind
Euphorically
Running through me my blood like an opium
Incandescently...
In the scheme of life...
I tasted love!!

     By Connie James...

Saturday 2 September 2017

Forget Me Not


FORGET ME NOT 
Forget me not my love
For I cannot close my eyes
Never no more, I see can you not
Where have you gone, my love!
In the extremities of me in our yesterday's
love would stay & laughter our ways
Forget me not my love!
Looking into your eyes
I saw stars scintillating in the very depths of you
Your eyes blue like my seas my skies
& my oceans overflowing right up to me
Forget me not my love!
Fields of blue we walk through
Just like a sea, a cloud of blue swaying in the breeze
As in a dreamland, we'd be!!
You'd kiss me my mouth you'd kiss my heart...
& in the recesses of my mind
I still see it, the light of love in your eyes!!
A handful of those tiny flowers you picked for me
Whispering as you placed upon my hands
Forget me not my love!!
As the years passed by the excitement in your eyes
I still see now, in my tired eyes in my memories
In the recesses of my mind the very extremities, of me!
Within you, I touched your mind your heart & soul
Forget me not my love!
Reaching the very depths of you
My roots growing onto your heart
& yours taking hold within me...
My heart...
Forget me not my love!
Yet you see my love, I see not you!
By the passage of time, my eyes blurry became
But I can see you in my minds eyes!
All our yesterdays there was love to play
Beneath the stars
Forget me not my love!!
In her element, the moon shone her light upon us
Just enough to see the stars dancing in your eyes
My eyes weep through the night reaching out to you
When feel I can not your touch...
Forget you I can not my love!!
That seed erupting sprouting in my heart
For you, I've waited all through my life
Yet all alone sitting here recollecting times past
When in the darkness of my nights
You made me cry out at the touch
Burning my mind my blood.
Forget me not my love!
Once young was I had dreams
That you & I would last for all times
Yet I see you, not my love, in my mind's mind
My eyes a little rheumy tired, see you I cannot
Forget me not my love!!
Where have you gone my love
You've gone away from me!
I cannot feel your touch upon my visage...
Your, kiss upon my lips as we took thirsty sips
As we fall, laughing kissing your mouth your eyes,
Making love!!
I tried my love I tried to forget you not...
Forget me not my love!!!
By Connie James...