The Illusion *****

The Illusion

Let the illusion disperse not
For am holding on thee...
This insanity, taking hold of me!!
O'Lord set me free, from this forsaken world
Destroying me, my sanity... 
When my heart's so full of he!!
Peace of mind, I have not embedded in my,

memory, is He!...
He cares, not if I live or die!!...
In my mind's mind, am calling for, he
He answers not me...
O' imbecility, what you do to me!
Taking the one so close to me...
Favouring not me!!
In my dreams, I call out his name
This ache within me...
Into a chasm, of mine own making, falling!!
Grasping for sanity!
Into this chasm, am falling refrain, can not,
Tears from flowing freely...
Without, any help from me!!
Quietly, silently dispersing through me
In emptiness, leaving me...
A vessel, floating into nothingness
A ghostly gossamer, invisibly...
O'Lord set me free...
From those, that understand not me!
This illusion, this misery!
Let the illusion, disperse not, why must he!
This illusive illusion, transcending through me
I see not thee!
What you've done to me!!
My mind fragmenting, ambiguously
Looking right through me, seeing not me...
Even when am right there
Before thee!!