Thursday 4 April 2019

Waiting For God!



Waiting for God

By Connie James


With deep rutted creases
Along, over time
Her eyes must have seen impressive sights
And her hands must have touched,
her lover's visage
Her lips must have kissed with a hunger
Impossible, she thought.
A hunger from within the sighs!!
And being kissed in return, with love
Having that human touch
Touching her heart
As she, hollered, in the ecstasy of her nights 
And her hair lustrous beautiful
Sweeping fingers through to touch...
Now a mere negative reflection of white
Instead of the gloriousness of long & black
Pensive sitting, wondering where the years have swept by
Left in memories of a time that's passed her by 
She must have loved with abandon,
in the days of her life.
Happiness from every orifice pouring
From the light in her eyes... 
As she danced through her nights
Exuding the laughter
Scintillating in her eyes...
Hysterically
She must have laughed until it hurt
holding, her sides hilariously.
And she must have cried in sorrow some of the time.
When life's disappointments crossed her path 
And surely, she must have wished to be happy.
That happiness would last a lifetime.
When she cried through the darkness of her nights
As love passed her by!
In sadness, tears flowing from her eyes.
Now with memories intact, you can see
Turning in her mind's eyes...
Where once in her lifetime life,
was well full of fun...
Now only memories exude from, her mind's mind.
Sitting in her own world
Indignity waiting for God
In a symphony
Still beautiful!




Wednesday 3 April 2019

Uncontrollable I!


Uncontrollable

My darling,
you've killed the feeling
it hurts loving you!
You were a balm,
An Anodyne to mine Anima
What's happened to you?
Understand not, where it all went wrong
Uncontrollable me!
So unforgiving, it hurts loving you;
I think of nought but you.
Exultation, setting eyes on you
From the very start
Across the room
Our eyes held, just a little too long
There and then I've fallen for you...
Lost all sense of time,
As we danced...
Darling, why am I weeping?
You've killed the feeling, don't know!
Yet here sit I, my mind so full of you,
My blood's on fire in my veins
Even now!
Whilst ice flows through your, veins
Punishing me for feeling!
This being, control cannot the whisperings!!
This feeling never understood
killing me...
Silly bloody fool!
Get out of my head,
you're destroying me
My peace of mind.
Get out of my mind!!
Yet every day as I awake,
first and foremost on my mind,
There's you...
My heart cry's more than a little
What has happened to you?
In my veins, my blood exudes
I can feel the heat burning, for you
This feeling, I fear will never die.
This morn with you on, mind
Making love trying, getting
inside of you...
The feeling so strong before I knew
Was calling your name,
moving, lost in time with you.
With tears in my heart for I knew,
I was dead to you!!
On more time, the last goodbye
For am dying without you...
From across the water from you:...