Temptation's Too Much

Temptation's too much

I've only this flickering candlelight
To just about see
There's a certain warmth in it
Sitting by the opened window letting the night in
Writing ambiguous words
That I know not the meaning off.
Such as those meaningless words
written on the walls
Mirrored like reflexions
Secret dreams, deeply into my psyche
Dreams that give you that warm feeling all over
Dreams that you want not to wake up ever...
As the wind blows through my window
Bringing me back from my reverie
Touching my lips my pen
The same lips, that call out your name
The pitta patter of the rain
Upon my window pane
Bringing me back to reality
Thoughts flowing through my mind
What if, what if it was, he
Playing with words on my mind
Dreaming unconsciously
Of the Moon & the Stars in my
darkest skies...
Right above me;
As I reach and touch, touch uncertainly
Your mind and mine possibly...
The vision before my eyes
That I've created in my poetry
The madness that sheer madness
The magic between you and me
As I find my pen starts uttering
My eloquent ambiguously
Unintelligent kind of poetry
Like a rebirth within me!!
 

Solitary Sound...

Solitary Sound

Midnight came with the sound of a,
solitary flute
And the moon peeking upon my,
velvet darkest sky
A promise of cumulus fluffy clouds
Cannot abide skies devoid of clouds
I so love clouds cumulus cirrus or otherwise!!
The midnight winds whispering softly
 As the leaves dance in the breeze
So softly as the touch of, he...
Glancing at he as if in nirvana we'd be,
forever framed in a dream...
My dream of peace understanding a dream of love
Such moments are rare, very rare indeed
Like precious elements grains of sand
Fusing together, in a momentous explosion
An infusion of love! 
The rhythm set by nature, all that's needed
Day and night, night and day...
But always in a rush, no one's there
Like demented soulless, beings
Caring not, no time to stand and stare
Be still won't you, for am looking at you...
No one listens, hears or cares...
Understanding not the meanings of those
Undecipherable phrases words on the walls
And so the journey goe's on
For we are on a journey
A journey of discovery, of love
The train pulls away sounding its whistle
So that we'll know we're on our way
Faces, familiar faces, known to all 
Some unfamiliar faces telling, their own stories
And some in muted silence...
This magical journey travelling, through the,
darkness and light, different time zones, 
As it arrives, to a sudden halt...
To the loneliest place on earth, that station was, eerie
Am no one of consequence, yet am someone!
There must be a place somewhere
In search of a different meaning of life, love
As the train came to a sudden halt
That's precisely how it started again
Suddenly moving...
Without warning, the skies opened its floodgates 
Fork lightning, an awesome clap of thunder 
Throbbing, shaking the whole Earth
As if she's tumbling from her axis...
Particles, fragmentations of this primordial naked,
Earth fighting for survival... 
And the Moon in her fulness beaming her light,
sublime, casting shadows upon their minds ...
And the Stars in their velvetiest darkest of skies 
Unanswered questions,
Will, there be always a meaning
Being written someplace somewhere
A new soul being born!
Who are you they asked...
There was no answer anywhere...
As the years passed, on the last day of the last sun 
Asking still the same question...
Who are you? 
In the solitary soundness
There was no answer
There'll never be!

Darling...

Darling!
You're inside my mind
A right cacophony my thoughts
Every fibre of my being!...
Into a world of make-believe, you and me!
Just like an ocean a turbulent, ocean
The ebullience swaying, taking me
Here goes I with the flow, intrinsically
Mesmerised by you...
Your gaze penetrating through me,
Your eyes intense, dark pools fathoms deep,
Adhering, to me...
Lost am lost riding that gossamer, cloud.
Darling, have you an inkling.
What's it like to be me
Breaking me emotionally,
Exuding from me,
a river transcending, through me.
Echoing in the labyrinths beyond me
I'd so love to touch, your mind with mine.
Tentatively a touch, a mere whisper of a touch
Whispering softly so only, you can hear
Incandescent embers burning, my blood...
My arms surrounding you, achingly close.
To touch to feel!
Incandescently, cruising through me flames
Control, cannot the fires exuding, my blood.
The intensity, fire so wild!!...
Euphorically, in the extremities of me
Running to you, one more time
Touching your lips with mine...
Into a thousand little pieces, imploding;
Listening to the beating your heart...
Beneath your ribs, I can feel flutterings.
But darling, am fragmenting...
like a mosaic falling apart...
Impeding, me from feeling with my heart;
Always correlating not the two
my mind, with my heart
As I attempt touching yours with mine
My limits exceeding...
As I softly kiss your mind with mine!!
Am all at sea as you pay, heed not to me
Struggling my feelings my mind
Fighting me at all times...
Thinking ominously, you care, not
this obsessive obsession!!...
But that's the crux, you see
Sounding through me my mind
The music always will be
Within me!!