Tuesday, 25 September 2018

I Shall Exist +++++++++


I shall Exist...

Many Moons have gone by
As I sit, beneath the blue, blue sky   
In this silent world locked. as I watch the skies
Trapped within this bottle,
Watching life going by, whilst I exist, just 
Something wrong, there must be with me
leaving me in a quandary...
Making me feel!! 
Why! Did you make me feel!
Should have left me in that, bottle, that was my world
Feelings dead, within me...
Why must you, pull that cork, setting me free!
Free, from the dead feelings, inside of me!
Now spilling out these feelings...
What have you done?
Feeling good was optional to me! 
About my world going, no words from you
Just needed someone thought, I found one in you
You brought out feelings, I knew not existed
Was having fun, I must say silly me!
Pulling out sticks, ignoring me
A heart I possess and feeling too
Silly fool, my heart cries for me
Those that know me not, why
take umbrage, at what I do and say
Even at my sale by date, they still try
To catch my eye, catch me unaware's
By now! I should have known not to care
If the windows, of my world, cast a glance and stare 
looking, deeply into my soul, getting not anywhere
But you, my friend, gave me more than I've asked for...
Although, was having fun like never before!
You filled me my mind, with visions
Possible I thought not, foolish me!
Ignorance is not a must, my eyes wide open you see
Missing a beat my heart's, somersaulting...
Where does this leave me! a heart in sorrow
In my ambiguity, this foolishness
The slapper, you brought out in me
To this point, I know not how we came to be
Must have had this need in me
To cast my arms and fly, amongst the birds in the skies 
That Condor undulating, those thermal winds, of life...
Experiencing, a life you said was there for me
Life's for, living life's too short...
That life I've lived such a short, while
I knew madness, would be, but a hoot I gave, not
Enjoying too much, what can I say!
Now, must crawl back into my bottle, where I
should have been...
Like a genie, finishing my days, in desultory...
Your teasing, I'll miss such a lot
Et Tu!
I do exist!!             

   

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