Wednesday 20 May 2020

Apollo's In Town



Apollo's in town 

Needing these vibrant colours
Of mine Madeiran flowers
To feed my mind my soul
Even if my skies are weeping
Tears from heaven.
My heart's constricting, this ache within me.
Apollo's been in town, chasing all and sundry.
A new Adonis on the block he'll be.
Fascinated leaving me
Real I thought he'd be.
Confounded I'll be.
Wanting to escape, take to my wings and fly
Like a bird in my cerulean sky.
Looking back not at, he!
To lift this gossamer from my mind.
That otherwise, taking me beyond this greyness
Into Infinitum!
Bear cannot think I must not.
Imaginings crossing my mind, mustn't go near he
Unworthy of me was he...
Only one thing on his mind, convoluted leaving me
Coiled...
While speaking endearments of love
On your back, screaming ecstatically.
Euphorically, touch, kiss me says he...
Loving the exhilaration of his touch
Intoxicated leaving me.
Inebriating my blood in my veins, imploding. 
Awaiting, their lies most unconvincing.
Uttering endearments of love...
I've been waiting for you all my life, extollingly.
Just a way to getting you in the sac, unfortunately.
Like a bloody fool went I along with he
With each sensation feeling excruciatingly 
Up to their expectation coming not.
If Panther like you'll growl not, scratchingly
From a great height, dropping you...
The cuckoo leaving the nest.
What's it all about...
Sokin  Ukabat!       







Thursday 14 May 2020

But Darling


But Darling!

By Connie James

Be a good girl and go to sleep
But Darling I cannot sleep
I if we could make love I know I'll sleep
You can sleep easily?
Oh, darling! 
This morning making love I tried
I had you on my mind knew not how it happened
OMG! Darling.
So easy, with you on my mind.
I wanted you just you, no good pretending!
I know not where the feeling exuded from
Darling, it's been a while since I've felt such euphoria.
Making love, oh Lord!
It was, I had you know what!
For crying out loud, love me whispering
Oh, darling love, me...
My god darling, a bad person I'll be
But it felt so good, being bad.
Together, touching skin to skin
I can't disguise looking into your eyes 
This feeling for you.
My need to kiss you scaling high
Your face softly against mine.
I feel your heart beating like a drum
Kissing your lips hungrily.
My tongue pocking that hollow below you chin
Playfully.
My senses overflowing like a stream
My mind shuddering
Softly bitting your chin...
My heart escaping my chest
Beating like a drum.
And I!
Without defences,
Whispering over me your hands
Touching me tentatively.
Ahh!
Eruptions escaping me frissons running through me
Taking hold of me my fibrillating heart
As you touch me sensually.
My reason, escaping me
Your skin pulsating against mine.
Ahh! Taking over from me 
Kissing every little inch of me, losing my mind
Just be mine, escapism lost in time.
Reaching a point of no return arching close
Until I'm crying euphorically.
Achieving the heights possible I thought not
Screaming please darling, please.
Into the Infinitum of my mind transcending
Lifting that gossamer from my eyes
Sated teras escaping me
I loved abandonly as is a tomorrow there wouldn't be
That elusive illusion dispersing finally
That you're only in the regions of my mind
Disillusioned must I be!