Ciao Caro ====

Ciao, Caro!

What a sight for sore eyes
Lazily, lying in the sun.
can you feel the love!!
An aphrodisiac, the sun will be
Warming the cockles of my heart,
dreaming of love...
But of course!
Doesn't love liveth in your heart
Cassius Caro!
My hearts somersaulting, looking at you
Opiums I need not...
Just you suffice, making my heart sing!
Lying there indolently by the pool
Those lovely Nymphes, attending you!!
The adoration in their eyes, smiling my eyes
Oh, Cassius!
I do love you, not just with mine eyes
My body craves you, embers burning my mind
It takes every once of me, stopping me
Just one look, the sight of you burning my blood
Darling!
Let's play that game, that you and I know so well
In here, my basket I have the fruits from the Gods
Gathered by me, figs succulently oozing moreish-ness
Awaiting to break from their skins...
And the juiciest of grapes you've, ever tasted
Scented heavenly!!
Rippen by the warming sun, oozing sweetness
Salivating!
Cannot wait to feed you, one a the time!!
And a flask of this, nectar from the Gods
To quench your thirst...
That's all I need to love you!
No Opiates will do, just me my words and you!!
Ahh! And my eyes my hands, and my lips will suffice
I can see, naughtiness exuding from your eyes
Wickedly, Caro, can you feel my breath,
Hovering over you, like a breeze of a whisper
And from my lips, a grape escaping,
Caro, can you taste the juiciest of flavours
Rippen, by the burning sun, upon our skies
Can you feel the need in me, Caro? 
Taste the morish-ness of these figs, like honey
Oozing sweetness...
Like this game, don't you!
And a grape from mine lips
Following a kiss...
Making love!
This game you know so well
You're the only opium I need,
Looking at you, indolently taking all am dishing you
Caro Carrisimo!
Try a sip from this nectar of the Gods
Would this do!!
The scent intoxicating, the aroma's divine
And from mine lips a grape, as juicy as you
Taking hold of me!
Am not done, Carissimo still spoiling you
But you heard me not...
Burning embers my blood...
I feel your heart, beating under-mine
All the dopamine I need, you'll be...
My blood burning my mind, soaring high
Like a Condor, swaying in the breeze
Looking into your eyes in the ecstasy
of the momentum
Shuddering in the delirium of love...
Just for a moment!         

On the Richter Scale ====

On, The Richter Scale

On the Richter scale, scaling
Into oblivion into infinity!
Whilst my earth shook, beneath me
Tumbling from her axis...
Crying out your name, as I clung to you
Oh, darling, imaginings my mind!
Refrain, cannot from whispering your name
Darling touch me kiss me, make love to me!
Convulsing at your touch, on the Richter scale
Scaling high...
The sensations, the ecstasy, euphorically...
On top of my world was I...
Whilst the realisation, that wasn't you!
Deflated I hit a low spilling my heart
I've searched for you...
You weren't there, you're not there.
Punishing me, why punishing me!?
When I needed you, you were not there...
My worlds collapsing around me
It was you, oh my darling it was you!
Under my touch, I could feel every sinew
Breathing every pore of you...
As I kissed your lips taking, tasty sips
Touch me! Oh darling love me
But in reality, you won't even talk to me
Punishing me for being me!
But win I cannot, your on my mind
First and foremost...
Even then you do not come through
I miss you, darling...
The way you made me feel
So real!
Waking me from the limbo, I was living
Making me feel good not such a sin!
The love the laughter, within the sighs
Tears running from mine eyes
Aching, with the laughter for me, you're so good
Making my heart sing!
Each time I looked into your eyes
Making me feel, extraordinary!
The fun's gone suffice to say
Back into limbo, must I crawl
In between earth and hell...
I guess heaven can wait
Another day!!

Maestro Please ====

Maestro Please !!

A new Adonis on the block
He's as hot as, he only can be
His eyes deep dark pools, inviting me
Should I be delving, into his dark
Mesmerising, eyes, gazing at me!!
Turbulence within me!
Mesmerised I glance into his eyes
Are, as deep as my ocean across, from me
Intrinsically, in the depths of hell, I'll be 
Deep dark pools oozing...
That animal magnetism, exuding from the depths of he!
You can feel that forbidding look,
Oh my! My mind and me!
But my mind to my heart listens not
Oh! Infamy!
It's as stubborn as me...
Following rules not, not me irrevocably...
The world at his feet, our Adonis has
Worshipping He!
Am just one of those that find, him inexplicably
From every orifice oozing, sexuality
On his pedestal, we've moved him for all to see
He's a God a Zeus linked, intrinsically
Cannot make head or tail, of he
At his beck and call, adoringly we'll always be
Will see what today, come's our way
Dominating like a king's hard, stare
On his pedestal we have he
Our eyes following watching, as he
Like a maestro conducting a symphony
Touching each one of us...
Demanding obedience, following he, his baton
Playing us like a harp, progressively
Our heartstrings, plucking like violins, cellos
Snapping ping!
High on his pedestal, conducting our eyes awaiting
Shedding electricity, how to move, knows he!
So attuned we've become to, He...
But a rebel am I, have always been
Glancing at him defiantly!!
Doing their, own thing my ivory's
To a crescendo rising alarmingly
Regressing to a piano, pianissimo
Sternly looking at me, bringing me back 
Into the orchestras fold.
Echoing, through my mind a warning
Stand he won't be, me playing games with he
It's a battle between, he and me
Would love he'd look deep, into my mind
And see what his pheromones, does to mine
My mind fighting my heart
And my heart will always be,
as I set my eyes upon, he drooling!
Like a damned fool dreaming!! ...
I guess the worlds full, as such fools like me
His eyes I could kiss, his lips sensually
Oh dear Lord, you're killing me!
As I'm touching his mind with mine 
His hands whispering over me...
In my mind, I'm screaming, let it be!
Looking, into his eyes I see the wonder of he
My heart's fibrillating, ecstatically...
Oh dear Lord have pity on me!
For I'll burn in the fires of hell, irrevocably
Incapable of obeying me my, heart
My blood's on fire, burning embers my mind
Wonder does he know, how his world sees, he!
Protectively, of he we can be...
Wonder how he sees, all those bleeding hearts
Falling for he!
Methinks he cannot see!
Lifting his baton high, strikingly
Into a crescendo our minds
Increasingly, will be with he!!

He Gives Me Shivers!! ----

He Gives Me Shivers!

Each time I look at he!!
He, gives me shivers
Nonchalantly, looking at me
That stare penetrating through me
Looking at me forbiddingly
But underneath, his skin on fire he'll be!
His fibrillating heart
Pumping through his veins, his blood
As I, nudging up to him,
with fever in my eyes!
To walk away I tried,
Was as miserable, as sin within...
Before me, I see he standing...
A thought came to mind,
Where, did he spring from
For I saw him not approaching!!
Confounded I'll be...
There stood he looking at me...
That look, whilst I was a fragmenting
I felt the floodgates opening,
Silently, my heart was weeping.
Damn him!
For he still gives me shivers...
I looked upon his visage, inside I cried
The attraction, the pull's sot strong
like a magnetic field...
Hating myself, for falling yet again
Bewildered leaving me...
It's killing me,
Every time I set eyes upon he!
And all over again, giving me shivers!
As I kissed every inch of he!
His touch setting fire my, blood,
Exhilaration!!...
Losing control, my mind my reason...
Reasoning, cannot as into my cocoon
Snuggling up to me...
Marvellous, creature!!
It takes every once of me,
not to fall for, he, all over again!
Oh dear lord, why!!
He has this effect on me!
His eyes, the colour of my skies
Escaping he, I cannot be!
Yah!!
He, gives me shivers!!

Awaiting My Words ====

My Words Awaiting


Awaiting my, words will always be
Waiting to be heard, near and far
But hear my words they seem not to be!
Matters not how hard I try
Hearing my words a fantasy!
How far my words will, travel from A to Be!
To be heard or not to be!
My words, that's the question!
Remaining, silent my words will be.
Refraining from being heard!
From the top of my world, I've shouted
Echoing through, my highest mountain's...
Whether I holler from near or far
From my rooftops, hollering!
Up and down, mountain's valleys
In the savannahs...
I've hollered, echoing trough, the air
My words and me
Prolonging the agony! 
My words travel's not the distance...
Whether I stay high or low
Makes no difference!
I've whispered in the winds
Thunderstorms...
Cruising far and wide,
Carried, they may be in the wind!
I've shouted in my stormiest, of nights
Hoping my words would travel, the distance
I've yelled my words, across rumbustious
Rivers, whispering to me...
Oceans wild, carrying not me...
I've run across sand dunes
Up and down hills, valleys,
Hollering, won't you please listen to me!
Even the glistening moon, in her full bloom
Shining prettily for me...
My words I should not, scatter
Beyond the horizon far!...
They, cannot travel the distance;
Just waiting, my words will always be!
For you my, world and me!!

I stood alone! ====

I Stood Alone!!

At the topmost of my roof,
I stood alone
Coming and going the moon
As I lay down bathing, by the moonlight
Mama admonishing me...
No more sun-bathing for you...
Tonight you shall bathe, but the light on the moon
The night's breeze came and went
I felt and thought no different...
By the moonlight's bathing's a must, telling me
Much too dark you're becoming, don't you see
But I loved the colour of me!!
So by the moonlight, I must bathe alone, just me!
Confounded I'll be!
Moon's beaming at me, kissing me
Good night sleep tight...
And I asked the moon, what if what would, you do
If I snuggled next to you...
Would it make any, difference to life as we know
If we loved and died, loved again
But by the light of the moon, I swooned
Looking as pale as snow.....
Or maybe the sorrows of yesterdays
Reminding us that we're experiencing life
Searching through the valleys, a rootless soul tormented.
The misty meadows, the rivers flowing close by
And the burning embers of life...
I promised myself a silent burning ember,
I'd never, be!...
But crackle and pop, jump until ash I'll become
Nought but ash, dying!!
Embers amongst all embers, dispersing I'll be
And by the light of the moon
I bathe, looking as pale as snow.....
Down in the valleys, on the dew-kissed leaves 
Each spring I kissed you...
Different shades, of different days, emerging
Finding me, new days beginning
From the norm, breaking through...
Looking to his touch, his tender touch
Before the day's through...
How far! would I go, for a look a touch
Dancing in the winds...
I'd scale that mountain high, to the valleys below
And by the light of the moon, I bathe
Looking as pale as snow .......
For heavens, I care not
Addicted to life to living, with you!
Being born again and again, dispersing into ashes
Before am done with you! 
The primitiveness, our naked earth
Burning before we're through
Immersing in laughter real laughter
My soul, dispersing into a thousand souls
My footprints remain ingrained, in the sands
Till then makes no difference
To me or you!!

Alone My Mind And Me ====

Words, Parole Palabras
Phrases, in the forefront of my mind
Escaping me, at all times
Leaving those in my vicinity, barking mad!
Excessively my words, control cannot
Palabras phrases, many words;
Parola, escaping my mind...
From me escaping at all times,
It's inherently within me
My mind's mind!...
Phrases word's paroles, always with me
A habit of mine I guess, expressing myself
They listen to me...
If, communicate not, those around me
Unless confrontationally, sick I'll be!
In sync not at all with me, my mind
An impediment there must be on, their minds 
Cannot just be me!!
So barking mad goes I talking to myself
Through text...
Demented I'll be if extol my, words I cannot
Casting my words asunder, to the winds
Palabras paroles of love...
Residing within me my words
Spilling from me at all times ...
On top of my world my, words and me!
Looking around me, words come to mind
The beauty surrounding me
As I open my arms wide...
Shouting to the winds, far and wide
Words within words, my mind.
His gaze upon me
Delving deep into my mind
Penetrating, the extremities of me,
Looking into his eyes never, enough my words,
Uneasy, feeling in my minds, mind...
But, my words just flow's
Impossible to refrain, raging through my mind
Why must I!
To the winds extol my words, far and wide
Escaping, me my words
Control cannot at all times,
Palabras, parole words of love
Correlating the two
An impossibility my mind heart
In sync not...
Fighting my heart, possibly
This being residing within, a bane to me!
Just runs away with me...
From me flowing like a river, excessively
Unstoppable hurriedly, they flow
Blowing in the wind, carried in the breeze
The death of me, my words will be
Inexorably, as I see he, into a frenzy goes I!!
Oh, Lord! 
Express I cannot this feeling
He disturbs me, my mind !!
Irrevocably, there I must not go.
What point would it be!
The ecstasy!!
Quieten down O'brain, of mine
And just let me be alone;
With me my mind!!

Air Of Madness ====

Air, Of Madness

Madness's in the air, surrounding me
That madness, that drives one implicitly on
With no rhyme or reason...
Searching, that unforgettable image
Rooted deeply in my mind
Whether be it, real or imaginary
This obsessive need, to searching to find
In the recesses of my mind...
Not merely the shadows
But the truth residing in my heart
Deeply set into my soul
What one visionary see's
Or believe one see's
That vision, I've been searching
For such a long time...
Crossing that unforgettable road,
Deeply rooted in the regions, of my mind
Stepping, through those portals, of all times
Where once, love lived in the extremities
In the recesses of my mind...
Rooted to the spot, tears welling up but
refusing to shed...
Recollecting.
Forgetting, not how good it used to be.
The moon in her full bloom, beaming at me
Echoing through my mind, a time
Hiding behind her gossamer veil,
Casting her magic upon his visage
So clear in my mind...
Glistening upon that unattainable, face
Embedded forever on my mind
But there again, is it real or just imaginary
But, caring one does not...
As one finds oneself uttering phrases, words
In one's constricted throat, outreaching
I love you!!

Fever Hunger In Her Eyes! ====

In the midnight skies
The moon in her full bloom
Leaving me full of wonder, at the infinity
Before mine eyes!!
My universe...
The moon in her full bloom
Setting her senses high,
Playing havoc with her mind...
A demented, she-devil prowling the streets
With hunger in her eyes!!
Searching the one, the only one
She'll never compromise...
Entering that lonely station,
With fear in her heart...
Whilst the world's asleep!
In the only compartment, sitting
Lost in his thoughts head hanging low 
Softly she moves, touching him
Her hands shading his eyes, 
Whispering, been missing you,
such a long time!!...
She had, fever in her eyes
Fevers in the air, in her blood...
Taking her hands gazing into her eyes
There were tears dancing,
hugging him, close...
With a hunger, in between the sighs
Love took root in her heart
Unwittingly... 
In the years in between, I've lost my mind
I cried in the wind in the rain
I've shouted, from my highest of mountains!
 In the darkness of our night, whispers
Tumbling from our lips...
In between the darkness and dawn
Silence's breaking through my mind...
In the silence of the night, I cried out my love   
To the winds the mountain highs
In the plains the savanna's wild, as my heart.
Whispering hands, our woe's exclamations the sighs
Uttered between us...
Phrases of the night, hunger in our eyes...
As midnight tolls, I can recall
That insatiable night, of love!
As the dawn seeps through, a chorus in the air
And the moon still in her full bloom
Echoing through my mind...
And like a banshee, prowling the streets
through the night...
With, fever a hunger in her eyes!!   
 

Please Set Me Free... ====

Please set, me free
For I am that abandoned woman, rootless
But never free!
I can scent earthiness on you
It's fragrance, unmistakable
Or is it the scent of a woman,
Being called from the streets...
Entertaining she!
Ominously!!
That obsessive obsession, in his ambiguity
unashamedly...
In his mind's eyes, cannot see beyond she
Searching she, tip-tapping on her window pane
nowhere to be seen, were you!
Wandering, in my loneliness
In the darkness of my nights, searching that lonely star!
Not even the Moon in her full bloom
Could beam her light upon you
Through my mind, evoking
Echoing your verses of poetry,
Each phrase an agony!
In the regions of my mind, deeply ingrained
visions, of you
The light in your eyes I see every, moment I think of you
Confounded I'll be, my mind I'll lose!
Please set me free...
Across my firmament goe's I
Searching, that lonely star that was I, dying!
Wishing on that dying star, cruising through my skies
Whispering, your name!!
Through my universe...
In my ambiguity, in my obtusity, I ask
Where is he!?
Alone walking through, the lonely streets of my mind
Wondering where would he be!
Being cherished by she, in the early morning dew
At the dawning of dawn, a flower I gave you,
ageless, half opened it's true...
After a night of passion, I kissed you the way I used to...

Rubbing the sleep from my eyes,
I reached to touch your mind, with mine...

I kissed your mind!!      

On the rising, of the brightest of stars

Scintillating little diamonds, before my eyes  

The rising of the Sun...

Beyond, yonder shading my eyes 

I see you in the distance, gesturing talking  in a frenzy 

It's beyond me to understand he! 

In the shadows of my darkest nights, I kissed you 

And those petals scattered, by you pleasing my eyes, 

I'd be surprised, you cared...

I've searched you, in the loneliest of terrains, loneliness

within me!   

Overflowing my senses, believing I could not 

Scenting you in the vicinity... 

A touch of dampness in the air, after a night's dew  

Your phrases echoing through, the empty air, inadvertently 

obsessively, in an OCD fashion 

Cocco driving me...

I cannot refrain from your words 

Or obliterate from my mind, your phrases, verses 

By a Poet who loves!! 

He's Great!! ====

He's Great...

In my minds eyes
I imagine He standing before me
Imaginings, echoing through my mind!
He, gazing at me,
With laughter in his eyes...
I love nudging up to He, kissing his eyes
Spontaneously...
Impetuous, that's me! It's there to see,
My actions, just reactions from me!
But psychologically, he drives my spare
Disrobing me...
Bear cannot as he gazes at me thus
But I'd be scaling that mountain, high
That I must climb
Just to see to be with, he!
Ahh! The eyes, like those flax blue fields
In the distance...
I see a colourful, sea of blue, intrinsically
Inherently, his greatness I see, before me
This obsession, I carry within me!
That Galic air about he,
The way he stands, the way he walks
That proud stance!
The redness of his hair,
There's something about He!
Right in the eyes, he looks at you
Unflinchingly;
The attraction of he, connecting me
He's always great so says He!
Looking into his eyes, kissing his lips
I'd be surprised at the reaction,
Missing a beat my heart
That look, perpetually in his, eyes
Leaving me wanting!!
Inexorably, burning a fire my, blood
He's always great, as you inquire of he!!
The mischievousness, looking into his eyes
You can see how great he can be
But the greatness of He, no one can see but me!!
A great mover is he, as we dance cheek to cheek
I can feel the greatness of He...
O'dear Lord!
I could kiss the innards of he!!
This feeling taking me beyond, reality
Wanting, not dispersing from me!
That twang of his, as he holds me closer
Whispering softly, should we!
My blood, on fire feeling desire...
My heart beating, exceedingly...
Like a drum, boom boom, by the greatness of He...
Unhurriedly, He knows how to play me!!
Plucking at my strings, like a harp inexorably
Around He wrapping, my arms
Bewitched, always leaving me!
The colour of my skies his eyes
And the cornflower fields across, from me
An ocean of blue swaying, in the breeze...
Smiling knowingly, mesmerising me
Beguilingly...
I see the greatness of He
It's there, for anyone to see,
How great He, can be!!

All That I Have!! ====

In mine, cupped hands
I hold the rising of the sun,
Here, take it it's yours;
Unfurling, before my eyes, each rising 
Remaining within the magic,
I give on to you...
My mind my lips are yours...
And all that I am and all that I have, 
It's yours!! 
Reaching up to the skies,
Gathering, those scintillating stars
In the darkness of my, firmament
They are yours!
And as I look into your blue, blue eyes 
I see lightness within...
I see love in your eyes, as I reach and touch
Your lips with mine...
They're yours!
In all that I want, or will ever desire
It's yours! 
Gazing into your eyes, grasping the moment
Cupping, in my two hands
The sun moon and the stars, are yours.
At this moment in time...
Touching your mind, with mine
All my desires, my yearnings
Are yours... 
My heart my mind my lips
Are yours if so desired;
The blue moon above, in her half-lit sky
Casting her magic, upon my mind
As I touch your face with mine...
In silhouette,
In the darkness of mine nights
Looking deeply into your eyes,
My mind's yours my, thoughts my all
In between the darkness and the light, my mind
unfocused becomes... 
That gossamer dispersing, from my mind
For all that I am, and all that I have
It's yours...
Your whispering touch
Echoing, through my mind a time
When you played deliciously, with my mind   
Euphorically, unruly my mind became... 
The incandescence, of your touch
Sending shivers through, my body my mind 
That otherwise...
Would be scaling that mountain, high
In readiness to fly!         
Following that condor, swaying, on the thermal winds
And as I look into your eyes...
All that I have and all that I am!
It's yours!! 

Fade In Fade Out ====

The image I see in the mirror
Isn't me!
It cannot be me.
Once so youthful was I!
Now, look at me!
Touching, my visage in my mirrored glass
Sparkling eyes still there;
And that smile, that drove the old boy spare
Still smiling!
But there's a touch of sadness
You can see in the eyes
Trying to get out!!
Punting on the river, so much fun
Dancing rustling through the Autumnal
Fallen leaves, kicking,
As if we're dancing in the rain
Making a game!!
Standing beneath, a starry night sky
Counting, countless stars glistening
In between, a velvety darkness...
Glancing at he and the smile, in his eyes
Like a shooting star,
Running, across my firmament
And you wish on that falling star
To be happy forever, forever happy!!
But there's nothing as such, forever happiness.
For there's always the joy and the pain,
Intermingling!
The silences, the long, long silences,
driving me spare...
The images my eyes can see,
Images, I've painted in mine mind...
As I chant beneath, the moonlit sky
Tunes of yesterdays,
yesteryear, in my childish way...
Sitting here by my table lamp, pen poised
Reflecting, where have all the years gone,
Deserting me!!
It isn't me it isn't you, it isn't the time
Fade in fade out, fade in fade out
Fade in fade out!!

Dancing Alone ===

Dancing Alone

Through my mirrored glass, I see you
Gazing at me!
As a brushing my long hair...
That looks that tells me, how wrong can I be
That, light shining in your eyes,
I see in you...
Me!!
Me that adores you, with all
I possess the very core, of my being...
I hate when you go away, from me!
Missing your arms around, me...
Running, down my staircase
Catching, up with you
My heart jumping from my chest,
missing a beat...
As I look into your eyes
Oh dear lord, the intensity of your gaze
Escaping from me my breath...
You're killing me!
My primal feelings, in wanting you!
In my primitiveness, help I cannot...
This obsessive obsession,
Missing you!!
My eyes! Are missing you
My arms, my body's crying for you
Hungrily, my lips kissing you
As you're holding me close, to you
It's never enough darling,
There's this wildness, in you...
Euphorically, being at one with you
On a gossamer cloud swaying, always be! 
The moon, in her full light, beaming
Scintillating above me...
Your eyes blue, smiling as we're dancing
Our minds lost.
My highs, intermingling with my lows
Not at all, in sync with me!
All I need, see is a likeness of you!!
And am lost in time my mind,
In the essence of you...
Looking into your eyes blue
Making me feel! 
Ahh, darling making me feel!
Into overdrive, I go...
This enchantment, bewitching me
Making me feel real!!
There's this madness, running through me
When it comes down to you!
My primitive mind...
In mine primitiveness, so full of you
my mind...
Bewitchingly, I see you, see you!
Taking hold of me!!...
Shivers tingling through me
My mind irrevocably, my blood
A madness so sweet!
Helplessly, there goes I again 
Circling my arms, about me
As am dancing alone
Fragmenting!!...

Let There Be Lust... =====

Let There Be Lust!

My senses having no defences
As your eyes meet mine
Struggling with mine senses, my defences
When I know, your there at all times
At this moment in time, your hands
softly over me...
Sending trills through me my mind...
Oh! darling bad I have been not, in such a long time!
My mind so full of you, missing your touches
Perpetually, wanting you there at all times...
In the recesses, the very extremities of me 
Encourage such feelings, should have not!
But darling!
Bad I have been not, in such a long time!!
Me that could envisage not, the trill it would be
Casting your eyes upon me!
Demanding at all times, is it ok
I knew not in any way!!
So with the flow, I'd go feeling each sensation
You put me through, the excitement was such but!
Badness was not inherently, within me
This need I must have had...
Mortifying, dead feelings within me
Until you, reawaken me from my dead living limbo
Now you care, not or encourage any, input from me
But darling!
Bad I've been not, in such a long time...
So cold, as I tried making love to you
You've changed my darling!
Turbulence my mind, coming not through
Words I want the hear!
Missing you!
You see my darling, bad I have been not
In such a long time...
The hunger
You've reawakened the beast, in me!
But you sit across from me
In your eyes, I can see turmoil, within you
Begging my eyes won't you, won't you!?
Everything I do always for you
Cupping your face in mine hands
Looking into your eyes, kissing your lips
Bear I cannot, looking at you,
Seeing desire in your eyes.
But darling!
Bad I've been not, in such a long time...
Why must you, have reawakened me
These feelings running through me!
I search you in every face I see, obsessively...
But an illusion you must be
This image, I've created within
I cannot see,
that delusion dispersing, not from me
In the uncertainty
I cannot see you, looking at me with love,
But lust will always be!
Echoing through me,
Let there be lust, in your eyes...
But darling!
Bad, I've been not, in such a long time!!

Into Infinity ====

Into Infinity!

Shutting my eyes I feel your
Soft hand's...
Surprisingly, how your touch
your sensual touch can affect me!...
Your hair, glistening, in the sun
Your eyes blue pools drowning me
No resistance at all from me!
Your whispering hand's hardly a touch
Just the heat exuding through,
Burning like the rising of the morning, sun
Before the day's through...
But I can feel every little nuance of a touch
Every whisper, I can feel every sinew...
Your breath sweet whispering, softly
Depositing, those little touches,
Whilst am pleading with you!
Your words, incandescently echoing through me
Playing havoc with mine, mind
Under your hands, I have no defences
My senses, convulsing...
You've touched me like no other before
The nearness of you...
Leaving me wanting, my imaginings
The scent, the essence of you
In your hands, you knew what to do!
Experienced!
No, no never before! 
So sure, no uncertainty in your touch
Leaving me grappling at the emptiness, above
But I! I could feel your, every sinew
So masterful, so sure...
My senses,
Against you, I have no defences
Into infinity, I go!!
My turn to love you
Kissing your lips your eyes, fingertips
Can you feel my darling
The touches am depositing, on you
Tentatively my fingers, not so sure as yours
Going down my path, like a map I follow through. 
Kissing every little pore, of you...
My lips burning, my blood's pumping through
I can feel the beating of your, heart
Boom boom!!
Trying a calming touch, just to steady you...
Down the map, I go
Unhurriedly my hands softly over you
Reaching a point of no return...
Convulsing shuddering, at my touch
Peeping at you, you can see not my face
But I can see you!
Like a curtain, my hair over my face
My blood's on fire, gazing at you!
The light in my eyes
Beholding you!
Euphorically, all of you!
The wonder so new, to mine eyes
My senses taking hold of me
In the extremities of my mind, am crying
Each delirious wave, you put me through
Feeling every move, hanging on to you...
Erupting, my mind my body convulsing
My tears spilling through
I won't let go the ecstasy
Into infinitum, I go!!

Connie On The Rocks! ====

Beyond the far horizon
Casting my eyes, what do I see!
My little corner of paradise, stretching before me
Filling me with yearnings, what it used to be
Stretching before me I see, an undulating sea
An ocean calm glistening,  pond
Not a whisper of a breeze, as far I can see
The rolling shingle, like a symphony
Music to my ears, whoosh...
Mesmerising me!
That whooshing sound, softly whispering
In paradise, I'll be in my mind's mind
Just me!!
And the Gulls screeching, dementedly
 Against the bluest of skies
Reaching to kiss me an ocean
Undulating indolently
The coldness, penetrating me, screeching
Winding around me like a snake
An ocean like a lover, embracing me
My mind belongs not to me...
As you give yourself to the feeling
Dancing indolently, for all to see
To a point of feverishness, a dopamine
As in a dream, offering myself to he!
A sun-kissed breeze, whispering over me
 I see, He leaning over me
Gazing indolently at me...
Stretched here on this rock, as a mermaid, I'd be
Whispering, Connie on the rocks, was He!
Would you like to be,
Just you and me!!?
I liked the vision of He...
His hair red, like the burning sun
His eyes blue, the bluest eyes you've ever seen
The colour of my skies,
And that cornflower field, dancing in  the breeze
His thoughts I can see running right through me
As I stretched my hand to he!!
Halfway rising, looking into his eyes
Touching his mind with mine, adorable was He...
Like Neptune, he came from the sea like a god!
Skimming over the waves, reaching me
In confusion, I refused to see
Mesmerised by He, was me!
In his stance standing his ground, assuredly
Impossible to say!
Or just my mind, so full of He
Conjuring He!
His touch made me shudder, in the extreme
He knew how to play me, so sure his touch  
Kissing me unhurriedly,
Like a harp playing me!
Under his touch, I was his...
Into oblivion, my mind unfocused,
The lust within He, I can see
Whispering on to me!
Connie on the rocks as hot as can be...
Not a whisper of a breeze, between He and me
Our, blood in our veins burning,
to Centigrade or Fahrenheit, all the same to me!
Taking me to hell and back...
Into a chasm carrying me...
Infinitely...