Peace Of Mind *****

Peace Of Mind

A cacophony
Waiting to explode from me
My brains!!
As busy as Piccadilly Circus
Or London city in a rush
Cannot move, my head won't let me
As if all, night, I've been on the tiles
Swinging from tree to tree
Imminently, an explosion will be
It won't let go of me!
Shun me!
Why should he shun me
Waterfalls, a torrent flowing, river 
Zigzagging, to the sea
Am howling, like a banshee! 
The moon blue, won't let me
Tribulations, nothing less than, infernal
Plastering their likeness, before me
Like hyenas, laughing mocking, me
I'll plaster a smile, upon my visage
Into my heart, they cannot see
Within me, killing me!
To the sea, I should go down, maybe
Let the waves wash, over me
Cleanse, it may, my fu..ked, mind
From this agony!
Or, the illusion that I'll forever be 
Tormented, within me!
The Stellar, in my skies he'll always be
Reaching high, trying plucking he 
But always, just beyond me
Reach cannot the stars in his eyes
As he looks at me, mockingly
Awol, gone from me
Scintillating, glistening upon my skies
In silhouette, he'll pretend he sees, not me 
Deplorable the cacophony, always, will be
And I'll reach and pluck that star, that's he
And across my firmament, like a pebble
On the beach, I'll skim he
Beyond, my universe...
A chance there may be
Peace of mind will reign
Within me!!