Lost In The Wilderness... *****

Lost In The Wilderness

Good day, my world
Feeling blue
Heavy heart, tearing me apart
Sunrise simply, manna before my eyes
Lifting that gossamer, that's impeding me
From visualising you. at this moment in time
There's a weight upon my soul
If, my whole world, crashing down on me
I find I, cannot breathe
My heart sits tight, so tight against my, ribs
In sorrow, for those that I miss...
Feeling lost, in the wilderness
No one's there, no one sees or hears
My torment!
As if my whole being's crawling, in the excrement
My heart, my soul, into an abyss
This feeling of emptiness, extract, cannot
Transcending, into my life...
Unable to see this life, before me
Before, darkness sets in
Flowing like a river my tears
As if someone's ringing, my heart
Arrest, cannot the flow...
Sun shining, glistening in my skies
Why must, I feel hard done by
As if being, alone so alone in my, world
The birds are singing
The leaves are dancing, in the breeze
The washing set out to dry
Like bunting, swaying in the wind
Yet, my spirits, are dragging me, down
Low. so low...I can do nought about 
Music I must, put on
To extract from me, this feeling, of loneliness
Attacking, me at this precise moment
Must pull, myself together
And see!!
Whatever will be
Will be!!