Awakening *****

Awakening

Where ever will you be!
Darling...
Where are you?
For am drowning, in my own tears
An ocean, overflowing
Swimming against the tide, forever I'll be
This feeling of doom, cannot extract from
The depths of me
Am with you, wherever you are
Never far away, from my thoughts, my mind
You're embedded, within me,
All of you
Deeply set, as if carved in stone, memories of you
Drinking the essence of you
The very, spring where I was born
The first sip offered, me 
Like the nectar, of the gods
Feelings erupting, within me
You showed me, love, as it should be
Awakening the core of me...
Deeply set within me, feelings of exultation
The very first time, am living as one, should be
You're candy for my eyes
Cannot have enough of you...
Touching our minds, strobing lightening
I sense the essence of you,
Holding on for dear life
Without a chance of anchoring me
But you've been so far from me, control cannot
Outpourings, feelings from the depths, of me
Desolation, written all over me
Why am weeping, I know not
Extenuating circumstances deal, cannot
Why am I pouring my, heart
Sorrow deep set, within me
Trying extracting, this feeling, attacking me
Must wait I guess, for the sun to shine on me
Freeing me from, this hell am living
Taking hold of me!!