Just Missing You

Just Missing You!

Hello, my lovely!
Minds in turmoil when it should not be
There's a certain ambiguity about me!
A sadness taking control of me
I know not what's to be!!
Give up you never do and it's so like you
Caring for those like me, that live in ambiguity
When control I cannot, what comes spewing out
When sadness takes control, of this being residing in me 
I would love to be free, from this uncertainty
Taking hold of me!! 
Yet happiness inherently within me, as I
open my eyes and see,
An unparallel word stretching before me 
Crying out my heart in the ecstasy, by the beauty I see.
But I do hurt my lovely!! 
This ache I carry within me, know not why!
Control, I cannot this feeling taking hold of me
Yet I know, I know it shouldn't bother me...
Missing you my lovely!
Away, you've gone from me...     
When I need you, beside's me
Missing your arms around, hugging me
In my dreams, I see you
In the distant horizon, far from me     
In my mind's mind, I can see
Imaginings!!
Smiling down at me, kissing loving me 
How I miss your eyes, playing games with mine
Dancing mischievously...
Getting a reaction from me! 
How I love your exuberance, making me feel
Making me feel that am real!!
All the while laughing, at me with me
How I love to see laughter in your eyes
As you laugh uncontrollably
Missing you my lovely
Just missing you!!