Eternal Breeze

Eternal Breeze

Marvellous creature...
Says he, lying down beside me
His hands softly over me
Sending frissons through me!
My senses overflowing.
But my mind's on he
He doesn't see me
Invisible, I'll be! 
I guess I'm just a pebble on the beach.
Thrown up by the sea back and forth whooshing
A grain of sand crushed over, millennium
That a pebble once used to be
A mere speck of dust flowing through, eternal breeze
Beyond the clouds dancing swaying in the
Hemispheric winds...
Nothingness, I seem to be just another speck of dust.
You can't, see!!
But my heart, cry's look, at me!
Look at me in the eyes and see
This being living breathing...
A troubled mind thinking only of thee
Why treat me abhorrently, punishing me!!
I guess it'll teach me thinking of you won't do
And yet perpetually on my mind, you seem to be
Like a wound, a cicatrize that won't heal!
Damn you!
Waterfalls flowing silently from the core of me
Behind those waterfalls hiding, so they can't see me.
Fragmenting within...
Into tiny little pieces a mosaic impossible to finish
That speck of dust that you know its there,
but can't see...
Yesterday by the sea, I did lie waves washing over me.
Thinking of He!
And my tears flow like a river, as I wept quietly.
My seas were blue, my skies.
The gulls swaying, in the thermal winds
Gazing, watching dancing in the breeze.
Wonder how gulls feel and the kestrels above me.
As they dance and sway with ease...
Is there any purpose in the way they think...
I'd love to be a bird flying through the sky, with ease.
Thinking not, feeling seeing nothing!
Troubling not one's mind, caring not a jot
I'd love to be such a bird. 
Being carried into Infinitum
By the eternal winds
Looking back not at He!!