Enough's Enough...

I knew that would be a reaction from you!!
Had no other choice...
As I saw your hi there,
A waterfall came pouring from, me
Here on this sofa he's, quizzically looking at me
Stand, I could not any longer...
You're, playing psychological games with me...
For a long time, you've been off hand
I knew not why!
All I knew was that I was hurting
Why am I hurting!
I've asked myself many a time
Et Tu darling!!
You know I've never ever, let a man get to me
In all my life...
I must have been touched, in the head
Going soft!
But somehow you got under my skin
Bad karma for me!
I've needed you as a friend,
But after all these years you started,
playing games with me...
Six-seven years or thereabout...
We've played a little game along the way
Seeing how far we could go...
Although I wasn't too good at those but
I quite liked those little games, making me feel alive
Feeling good!!
Was it so bad making me feel good?
But you must see that wasn't just me alone,
you were there too...
What did I do to fall by, the wayside?
Up to 2017 you still liked what I did, my words
But between spring and summertime, I've lost you!
At every attempt at communication, you ignored me
Whenever I asked are you ok!
Never an answer to my questions...
I was fragmenting, missing you!!
I knew we were beyond those little games
I minded not, I guess experience, not to be repeated...
But you brought out feelings, I knew not existed
Hating myself!
Bloody fool even now I'm weeping...
I knew not, one could shed so many tears!!
Now and then you'd, come back with your hi there!
Playing psychological games, with my mind!!
Never saying anything of consequence...
You probably thought let's see how far, you can
push me!!...
Psychologically I can take no more...
Enough's enough!
I really liked you, darling I had no illusions about you
You were just my friend, I loved talking to.
But in the end, the thought of talking to me became
Abhorrent to you!
But no worries, I guess nought I can do
Knowing not why!
You've forsaken me!!
Ciao!!