Tuesday, 9 August 2016

To Please Me!


To Please Me!

Two souls residing within me
Why should it be!
Looking in my mirrored glass
I see two of me!
My right side coordinates not my left
Am a little askew,
My face synchronises not my left from my right...
My left's slightly longer about an inch, I'd say
I never knew this, until a physiotherapist
Exclaims your left leg's longer than your right,
What can I say  
I guess that's why I rotate in my walk
My hips in a slight sway
I guess I move in a musical way
As I sway in my every day to day
Within me my mind
Fighting myself
In what I do what I say
Not always feels right in any way
My heart my mind cares not
In what they do what they say
It cares not in any flattering ways
My head my mind says no, no way!
But I love feeling with my heart
But excruciating the pain coming my way
When I feel with my heart's breaking in every way
Kissing the memory of you
In my minds mind, am fighting every day
Correlating, easy is not the two
No way!
These two beings residing within me
At times not at all in harmony
In sync, not you see, the very core of me
Fighting just to be me!
Looking into my mirrored glass
The left not in sync with my right
I see two beings facing me
But in my heart of hearts,
I've only one heart within me!
One, mind.
In disharmony the two sides of me
I've all these feelings within me
What's the use if I can't use these feelings just for me
To please me!
Why am I fighting with my mind the very core of me
In harmony would love to be just me
When my hearts screaming out just let me be!
This other being residing within me.  

                    By Connie James




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