But Darling...

Be a good girl and go to sleep
But darling I can not sleep If I could make love, I know I could sleep Can you sleep easily Oh, darling!
If you were there why didn't you say hi Darling this morning I tried to make love I know not how it happened I had you on my mind
OMG! Darling, with you on my mind it was easy
I just wanted you just you no good pretending
I know not where the feeling came from
Oh, darling, it's been a while since I've felt such as this
We were making love it was Oh Lord! It was, I had you know what! for crying out loud darling
I whispered oh darling!!
My God darling am a bad person! But it felt so good being bad.
Standing there together we were touching skin to skin
Looking into your eyes I can not disguise This feeling for you, my love
I reached up to touch your mind with mine Scaling high my need for you to kiss you
Your face softly against mine like a dream
But I can feel your heart beating like a drum Percussion within my mind
I kiss your lips your eyes contain can not this feeling It's easy as I kiss that hollow below your chin My mind my senses overflowing like a stream I shudder within my mind, rippling through me As I softly bite your chin...
Escaping from my chest my heart beating like a drum
My mind foggy becomes,
That gossamer impeding my mind my senses
And I!
Without any defences, your hands whispering over me! Whispering whispers my mind cloudy became
Levitating above me, hope I have not of anchoring myself
As you touch me tentatively ahh! an eruption escaping me
Fibrillation taking hold of me as you touch me
Yet again my reason escaping me
As I feel your skin against, mine throbbing
Taking over from me
Am lost, my mind as you kiss every inch of me
Escapism lost in time, am begging you just be mine
Reaching a point of no return arching close so close
But you won't let me be!
Until am crying deliriously euphorically your name
Reaching the heights I thought possible not,
Let me be!
Too much can not, please darling, please
An explosion within me my mind
Anchoring myself to you one more time
Dispersing through the Infinitum of my mind
Crashing crying out lifting that gossamer from my mind
Leaving me sated tears escaping my eyes
I loved abandoned as if a tomorrow there wouldn't be
In the regions of my mind, will it ever be!
That elusive illusion dispersing from me
That, you're only in the regions of my mind 
Disillusion-ally!!
  By Connie James