Feeling Blue!

Feeling blue!
Heavy heart tearing me apart
Sunrise simply manna before my eyes
Lifting that gossamer cloud
That's impeding me from visualising
You at this precise moment
There's a weight upon my soul
As if my whole world's crashing down on me
I find I can not breathe
My heart feels tight so tight within my ribs
As if in sorrow the pain for those that I miss
Feeling lost at times in the wilderness
No one's there, no one hears no one see's
My torment!
As if my whole being crawling through the excrement!
Into the abyss my mind my heart my soul!
Extract can not the feeling of emptiness
Transcending into my life
Unable to see a life before me
Before darkness, set's in
Flowing like a river my tears
As if my heart being ranged out to dry
Arrest, can not the flow...
Sun shining scintillating in my skies
Why must I feel hard done by
As if am alone so alone in my world
The birds are singing
The leaves are dancing in the breeze
The washing set out to dry
Like bunting swaying in the wind
Yet my spirits are dragging me down
Low so low. I can do nought about!
Music I must put on
To extract this feeling of loneliness
Attacking me at this precise moment
Must pull, myself together
And see!
Whatever will be        
Will be...

                       By Connie James.