What can you see

Look into my eyes!
Look into my eyes, and see
That life's realities have, nought for me
For am a being lost within me!
No one hears no one sees
The desolation, what's it like to be me!
For in the wilderness will I always be?
Separated on my own, seems to me 
Look into my eyes, look into my eyes
What can you see!
Can you see this tormented soul
Residing within me!
Struggling fighting just to be me.
The eyes of my world see not me, as I see
A soul at war within me!
Do I ask too much from those, in my vicinity
Am I too demanding!
Or am I this confounded being
That no one understands me!
Or should I just grow up and see
This elusive illusion I have of me;
My aloneness may be inherent, within me
A mind confounded, no one sees
Into the mire of life crawling!
But there's this ache within me
Those pretending they know me;
Look into my eyes what can you see
This soul residing within me
This empty shell this cavity
Crying outreaching to thee;
Fragmenting before me
That soul that once used to be
Happy!!
Can you not see can, you understand!
That am trying just to be me!
That image of me!
A clue they have not what's it like to be me!
That stranger looking back at me!
From the depths of me, rivulets flowing
Drowning me;
My tears sheading annoyingly,
Can I not just be me!
What can you see what you can see?
May it be the destruction of me!
Transcending through me an emptiness
Of what I was what, I'll be
Confounding this soul residing within me
But honestly, what can you see?
Emptiness!
I'd love to feel your arms around me
Hugging me...
But what the hell, caught in a web
Can you see this empty shell
This turbulence...
Gazing into my eyes
Can you see an empty reflexion of me?