To Begin The Biginning

To begin the beginning

The door opened at first light as he walked in.
Had to brace, myself from the morning cool breeze.
Ahh!! I closed my eyes, as I inhaled the scent of him
Couldn't believe he was standing there before me...
Looking so magnificent so knowing so dangerous
We stood facing one another, for what seemed an eternity
I stood there with a shy smile on my face uncertain of what to do,
So I just followed his lead!
Finally, I held my hand to touch the contours of that
Much desired face, to touch to feel to want!
He just stood there,daring me doing absolutely naught
Letting me explore.
So with uncertain hands, I explored every inch of he...
Was mesmerized by this man godlike,standing before me...
With this mesmerizing look, in his eyes...
Hypnotizing me!!
I felt myself awakening,as from a deep sleep
Wanting to touch ,wanting what I knew not
But he knew how to play me, like a harp so sweet
The waves of sensation that was driving through, me
I prayed o lord, please let it not stop...
Yet I held back, for I knew if I didn't
I'd be forever lost forever lost...
This awakening has left me feeling weak
Forever in my mind recalling the feeling
Recollecting, wanting to repeat exploding through my brain
The sensations he put me through, help can not
Leaving me wanting of what I wasn't sure,
There must be more, much more!
To repeat the experience, terrified me, for I knew
I wouldn't hold back Innocent was I,
I had this wanting in me
Wanting to feel the sensations,
Abandoned in the regions of my mind
Holding me back, left me wanting much more
Through the process never going, as if punishing me
Why won't you go away, you're just tormenting me!
Yet again he held me, sensing my uncertainty
With a knowing look in his eyes smilingly said he
just looking out for you, my love
Worry not, It'll keep, it'll keep...

By Connie James