Look at Me!

Look at Me!

Look at me won't you look, at me!
Can you see not the love light in my eyes?
Each time I see you into overdrive I go,
I become this thing control cannot my mind
Each time I see you gazing at me the way you do
Having no defences as you smile looking at me
Ecstasy within me, as you touch me with your eyes
The correlation between you & me Ahh!
Believe I cannot the euphoria within me
My eyes wanting you begging you
Won't you love me like yesterday
When, love was our way!
At arm's length, you keep me
When I so want you to love to me!
Into the vision of my eyes, you came to me gloriously
Just to be gone in a blink of an eye,
Dispersing before me!!
Crying out, no!!
Stay & love me like yesterday!
Flittingly always in a hurry you see
Within me, my tears flowing like a river
Dispersing to the sea & you're not there to carry me.  
In the recesses of my mind am screaming    
Why must he!
Why must he have this effect on me?
Control cannot this river within me
Angry wild destroying carrying all in front of me
Uprooting from my heart roots
That I attended so carefully deeply within
That touch I remember
Touching me sending me into a frenzy
Your eyes burning wild
Bu this wildness this primitiveness in me
Control I cannot forever irrevocably on my mind
This thing between you & me
Must be inherently within me
An aberration cannot be
On top of my world, I'll always be
As I look across the pond at he
As you're whispering endearments of love
Control can not these feelings
My primitive feelings, of love or lust!
I know not! no, never before experienced
Obey me my mind will not
Somersaulting my heart, at the sight of you...
Am all at sea as I gaze at he
Somersaulting my heart skipping from me
His blue eyes gazing at me intently
Disperse from me this feeling will not
Matters not how hard I try...
Making love his eyes euphorically sending me
Into a chasm, falling the differences between you & me
Dispersing through the precipice's of my minds mind  
Touching me, before darkness set's in  
Once again whispering this being within me.  
But this primitiveness in me
Unfurling my hair's for all to see
Help I cannot I can not help
This raw primitiveness
Inherently in me

                          By Connie James