Blinding Me!

You've gone away from me
Feeling your loss so keenly.
Lying here thinking of you,
You that gives me reason to live
Insidious thoughts running through me
Surrendered my life momentarily
Can-not, breathe can not think can not sleep
Your roots growing deeply within me
But see you, I can not darling
The longings that I have for you
Your like that fountain I drink from,      
That very spring where I was born;
Seeing you, being with you;
Me, that needs you as I do, passionately
An unbelievable passion that primitiveness in me
You bring out that neanderthal in me
Seeing you across from me
Running wild my thoughts insidiously
In my primitiveness, I feel you; I feel you within me
Your eyes deep blue pools
Like that ocean before me, gazing at me
The hunger within me for you
Like a hurricane passing through,
Causing havoc within my mind
The nearness of you I feel you closer to me
In the darkness of my night's I want you, loving me!
I need you to hold me tight
Love me true as I would you
But darling you're so far
So far from me!
Lying here on my rock
With the ocean's white water's crashing through
Lulling me into peacefulness swaying in a dream;
But my mind won't let go of you
Fleetingly from dream to dream:
That little cove where we made out, hungrily;
As if we were Adam & Eve it's true...
Much too busy our hands; Exploring
Overflowing my mind with love for you
Or was it lust? In my restfulness, for you
You came from the sea gazing at me;
My eyes blinded from, the brightness exhuming from you
Scintillating upon the waters, casting little stars
My eyes so full of you, as you,
Slithered up to me as in a dream!
In your stance, you were smiling that gossamer behind you.
Missing you my lovely, don't you know
The very core of me!
Your roots I can feel growing through me
As I hold you, close so close;
Loving me,
But darling you are so far away from me!
Unfocused my mind can be.
Insidious thoughts running through me,
Like fire so wild!
Wild like my heart constricting me;
Quenching not me!
Into that gossamer, you go
Sliding just the way you came to me
A misty gossamer erupting from the sea's
Ocean's wild, in your eyes I could see, the opportunity;
If you were Neptune & I Venus, what would life be?
Or a mermaid, a siren roaming through the sea,s  
On this rock, I lie all the while waiting for He
But the brightness from, the sun's
Impeding that gossamer, from my eyes
Blinding me:

                      By Connie James...