Wednesday, 26 October 2016

Far, Far Away


In the darkness,
The greyness I so abhor staring at me, 
That ache right inside of me
As if my heart is tightening the very life from me! 
Sitting here 

You're on my mind always on my mind
But you my darling are so far away from me

I cannot bear looking into your eyes so blue
Gazing into your face mesmerising-ly
In my mind's eyes, I see you
An illusion, it's true
For I know in my heart
That you're there if only on my mind!
But darling wishing it were true
Wishing you were thinking of me
Loving me slowly unhurriedly
In the darkness of my nights
My lonely nights
Wishing you'd, kissed me
Darling kiss me!
There are tears falling from my skies
My skies so dark, in the night of my night's
Endure can not the ambivalence in me wanting me!
Far, far away,
Yet my mind cries out kiss me darling kiss me,
Won't you...Kiss me!
Love to see your blue, eyes discerningly
Smiling making love to me!
But my darling why do you keep away from me!
Yet I feel you, wanting me!
Feeling your eyes caressing me
I can hear your voice that slight twang you see
Ringing in my ears like a symphony
Listening to your voice sending shivers through me...
That intonation I so love to hear
When you whisper closer to my ear
Step by step, sending me into a frenzy...
In the darkness of my mind euphorically,
In the darkness of my nights
My heart cries out for thee
But darling you're so far away from me
Obsessively, in my obsessive obsession of me
But my mind refuses to see
The desolation, the emptiness cruising, through me!
In my ambiguity, I see not the uncertainty in your eyes
That far away look killing me.
Taking the very life from me!
The moon full, in her bloom above me 

Her light shining upon thee
Stars Scintillating in my darkest of skies
Like a blanket
Recalling a memory of that night
We lay beneath that velvety dark sky
Wishing on that shooting star falling, across my sky's
My world my universe, 
you are my world
Ambiguity inherently in me
The ambivalence of my being
The irresponsibility!
So full of love my eyes the wanting in me
Across the ocean, I see darkness ominously
The swell, undulating angrily
Booming  upon the shore unforgivably,
The far side I can reach not thee
My world my world's crumbling on me...
And am praying, praying for you
To come to me!
                        By Connie James.

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