O' Lord!

O' Lord!
I've sinned against thee,in wanting, He!
Help I can not
But help I can not, I can not help wanting He.
For he's ingrained on the regions of my mind,
Within the very core of me!
And each time I see, He
My mind inexorably playing games with me!
Why must he be any different, why must He?
The stance in, He...
The way he stands the way he looks at me
The words incandescently whispered on to me
Burning a hole within me!
But my mind's so full of He...
Peace I have not my mind focus can not
Just need to see a likeness of He
Perturbed my mind becomes
The nearness of He!
Leaving me wanting in a quandary
Immeasurably I.
I see I feel when He!
Looks at me his hands,
Whispering over me that touch that only he
Sending shivers right through me
Cope I can not
It's too much you see
As I look into his eyes I can feel the need in He!
And my mind unfocused becomes
With my need of He,
Fibrillating my heart takes over from me
As I run my hands through his hair long as can be
My eyes are hungry for He
My mind running away with me
Am scaling on the Richter scale extraordinarily
Making love this morning
A gossamer came right over me
I think can not as he whispers shall we,
Thinking I need prompting not, this need in me
Is as great as His...
I loved every bit of He
Funny as he touch's me and me He
In a continuous wave!
My mind my body convulsing
Like a shock right through me
As he holds me tight within he
His hands expertly whispering over me
Unquiet, my mind becomes
Riding, swaying, on an ocean wave
Why must he!
Have this effect on me!
How I love, He!
Arrest I can not I want, not to envisage,
Life without He!
The after effects still lingering with me!
He taking me carrying me into Infinitum
And I grasping, at nothingness to anchor me
Erupting my mind my body in surrender
Sweet, sweet surrender crashing down
Focusing, my mind becomes
Once again Me!!

               By Connie James