Blue Boy

BLUE BOY!! 

Missing you blue boy! 
You've gone awol from me
Insidious thoughts on my mind 
My mind that can not Olvidarse de ti
Why have you gone away from me! 
Me!  am Missing you...
Battling with, this thing within me
Me that can see you not
In my visions periphery...
I can see not thee!
Yet I know your there, just across from me!
But I can see not, I can see not thee
Unstoppable my tears flowing like a river
An ocean so full as can be
Missing you, missing you!
The more I miss you
The further you are from me...
Distancing yourself from me!
I know you're, not in the vicinity
But just an ocean away from me
I can almost just see you, touch you
From where am sitting you see...
But you just try,
You're, just ignoring me!
Me! my eyes as big as can be
The stars scintillating above me
I can see you in the peripheral
Visions of my mind
A mind that knows not how to quit
And the moon at half mast
Illuminating me not
My way I can see not
Obliterating from me,
My eyes as blind as can be!
For I can see not thee!
Why can I not see!
But the visions, on, my mind I see...
You as you used to be...
Smiling down at me
Just missing you...
Missing you.

                    By Connie James.