Why He Moves Me!

Why He Moves Me

How tired he looked sitting there
I just wanted to make him feel good
That glint in his eyes, the mischievousness there!
His facial hair, He looked divine.
It's his birthday today, love to see him smile...
I could feel his breath on my hair like a whisper
As he held me closer I saw that light in his eyes
Was surprised, by the feeling evoking from the depths of me
I held him closer so close to me the feeling like a dopamine
Euphorically, I'd say
My mind irrevocably, in ecstasy, I wondered
If anyone could see us in unison
We needed no clever moves
Our body's as one, swaying,
Just dancing just feeling the music.
He's a great mover,
We danced cheek to cheek
Slowly,  feeling the music.
No one else but us on that dance floor swaying
As far we were concerned, we had eyes for no other
Our minds some other dimension we fitted so well
Gliding on a cloud
Our body's, so close a light you could see not
Between us...
As he sang when I saw the love light in your eyes
I thought the world held nought but joy for me!
I knew not this song, or indeed heard the words before.
Ingrained in my memory it stayed for all time...
We held tightly as one, there was nought in our minds
Loving was there for us
Clasping his hand in mine such a great feeling
As I looked into his eyes!
But if love's, disperses from my eyes I'll die!
Taking that feeling with me...
Reaching to touch his face, his eyes gazing at me
On tip toe, I kissed his lips, just in case I was dreaming.
I could feel the beating of his heart right against mine
Finally, we made love, he was all mine.
As I kissed his eyes his lips to his fingertips,
A thought came to me that he really wasn't, mine to love you see!
Anguish within me painful excruciatingly shooting right through me
Tears spilling freely what's the matter with me!
For I loved he!
I loved, he whilst I had the chance,
But in my heart, I knew it wouldn't happen again
How I'd love to keep him close so close to me
But one mustn't be greedy I held him tightly in my arms
As if my time was over, no tomorrows for me!
Tomorrow would never come again,
As far as I could see!
I loved gazing deeply into his eyes
Retaining the memories that once in my lifetime
I loved abandonly, I kissed every inch of he
Ingraining in my mind his visage
The very visage of he
As he lay in repose just after making love, did we
I loved the look of he!
We fitted so well just so, but it wasn't to be
My man and me...
Daylight we saw not at all, otherwise much too busy
Even in this glorious day as the sun shone above
A perfect, perfect day just for making love...
And the birds came out to play as if they sang of love
Remembering, I hear him, say,
But at that moment in time, I saw and heard nought, nothing.
But he whispering away as I saw you on the village green
Wonder what He meant
But my eyes so full of him
My heart constricting thinking I could not
I cared not, I cared not anything
Why he moves me so!
I know not...

                               By Connie James...