Remembering...

                         
                 Remembering...                      

Remembering you suddenly their's that ache within me
Like a pain exuding from the deepness,
The very core of my being
Missing you terribly unable to see you
The hustle and bustle of my city down bellow
Remembering thinking of you
The sky's at mid light
In the darkness of my nights
Sitting writing to you
The emptiness of my pages my, pen refusing to flow,
The uncertainty of you, not seeing you.
By my window pane, I sit and stare
My mind so full of you
And that ruddy bird at scratching my window
I thought it was you, I like it not, not seeing you.
My bookshelves so full those books I gave,
Know not where you are or what you do
In my mind, I can see the distances so far, far from you
Quite frankly this naked obsessiveness
My need to seeing you, to hold you feel you!
My skin against you making love
Like that first time
By the moon half light shining down on you.
Standing by my mirrored glass, I can see your face
I could believe not it was you
The reflexion staring back at me in silhouette
In that half, light so young you looked!
Reaching to touch that face I loved so
In all that I am or all that I was or will ever be
I gave on to you
And in my hunger my struggles
The voidness of you
I try reaching you caress you
In the streets, the shopping mall's
By the riverside as we wandered through.
Running from my room I can feel the presence of you
In all my imaginings standing there before you
As I reach and touch your lips with mine
That slight caress will do to send my senses sky high
I can see hunger in your eyes hypnotising me
Terrified of meeting you at this moment in time
My words lost the emptiness within me
Believe, I can not, you're thinking  of me.
Going about my life wondering what you'd do
If I was to reach and touch your face
My hands feeling the memory of you
In my imaginings
My mind floating through
I standing there whispering softly I love you
Feeling the nearness of you
Extolling my words to the winds feel you there
Below that mountain high in the hills the savannahs
Down the valleys bellow,
Scattering my words to the winds just for you
An ache running through me I must see you
In the darkness of nights before the light shone through
Yet again I reach and touch, feeling you there beside's me
With tears flowing as I await you
I can hear the last train whizzing by that flash of light blinding me
As I am standing there shivering,
Trembling hugging myself in the night's dew
I so want to see you love you...
As I see you coming by
My tears flowing from my eyes
Whispering I sigh's I love you.


By Connie James