Knowingly

Why darling must I, do everything, why must I!
Grasping insanity in my mind
Heights I can reach not.
My minds screaming out from the depths of me
The very core of me,    
For release, I can reach not,
This elusiveness this feeling within me
Can reach not leaving me.
Perpetually.
Reach can not the heights
This elusive illusion that's there for me
Taking me high, then crashing down so low
I know, I know it'll elude me, won't be there for me
Desisting exasperatingly.
Frustrating tears spilling out
Reaching the heights, I can reach not
Dejectedly screaming out my mind
This elusive feeling coming not my way
Grasping at nothingness crying out,
You're all over me, can almost feel the ecstasy
To feel, to feel my mind
Floating high clasping at nothingness
Leaving me deflated there's nought for me
Crying out your name, you'll leave me not,
Unless imaginings, in my mind he.
He that I dream, making love to me
Naughtiness, whispering in my ear does he
Lifting that gossamer from my mind
Perpetually in readiness for he
My mind inexorably awaiting he
Touching, feeling my mind convulsing
Reaching the heights attaching myself to he
My blood's on fire taking me higher
Into infinity
My minds so full of he!
This vision before my eyes as he looks at me
Knowingly,
How to play me!

                    By Connie James...