Immoral I

     

The first time ever I've cheated, at least in my mind
As I initiated lovemaking in such a long time
The Pandora box left open, all these feeling spilling out
From the words, you've been engraving in my mind

I never knew such feelings, could take such a hold, of me
And as things progressed, I pretended  it was you,
As I kissed your eyes your lips your mouth
My mind became entwined in a fog,

With feelings as such  as these, I couldn't cope not
Can't even express the endorphins, taking hold of me,
As I went through wave, after wave, of ecstasy
The feelings the sensations, that were cruising through me

Wave after wave, as I called out your name
My mind was soaring, as I hang on to you
The intensity of the waves the abandonment in me
As I was transcending into a peak of immorality,

It was you on my mind, don't you see
OMG...I've become an immoral being,
as I listen to your outpourings of poetry
For letting such feelings floating over me

As I listen to your words your  poetry,
My mind is in a perpetual, frenzy
What are you doing to me my darling, I really know not
But you keep saying feeling its good, its good to feel.

But I hate feeling it's painful, you see
As I can't cope with hurt feelings
You keep pushing, pushing me all the time
As am transcending, into a mire of lust,

These mad, feelings that have been locked away, such a long time
You are my mind my heart my soul
You are the very spring where I was born.
For without you, my darling, there's no life

It's your poetry your words,  that's keeping me going
It's becoming an obsession, within me
Deep down in my psyche, oh Lord what will I do
You keep demanding, more and more of me

What am I going to do with you!        

                         By Connie James