Yory!

     

I have no feelings for you except, as a friend
Yes, I do care for you but romantic feelings, no!
Please be straight with me, what made you think so
Have I given you cause to believe that I do?
I do love my friends all of them, but not romantically
That's all I've got left, my friends...
Not a huge amount just a few I can talk to
Once you told me with all the thousands of peoples
On your list, you talk with just a few...
Same here I've no hoards of people, just a few...
For I don't need that many. they're not real friends really!!
Am forever deleting those applying for friendship...
I don't need that kind of friendship...Corrupted!
But am sorry if I gave you a reason, to think otherwise
Or perhaps it's the way I write.......................
You know it's much easier to write fiction than reality...
It's true you know!!
I have been using you as my muse
Do you object terribly me doing so...
I've asked this same question some time ago
Yory! It upsets me you're thinking so low of me
I know not what to say, except you're distancing yourself from me!
Why I'd like to know!
Yory! I've not much experience with men as such
One man Yory one man I've had...
Wish I had been a tart like a lot of them out there!!
You may believe it not, but it's the God's truth
That's why I need you as my muse to write...
You know writers often have these muses,
Does it sound offensive to you?
& what I write is make-believe, that's what I do!
Without my muse, I cannot pour all these bent up feelings
That goes through me, is this wrong?
You've made me feel as if I've done something unsavoury
& why put all the onus on me!!
This last one I wrote your phrases,
That's just fiction, Yory!! all of it, not real!
Everything I write is fiction, make-believe!
Except for the ones I write about my family sending me to hell & back...
Now it seems am losing my friend, cause am using my imagination
Most people seem to think that what I write is real!!
If they only, knew that I've only had, one man in my lifetime...
Am not a maneater Yory!!! wish I was!
Am damned if I do & damned if I don't
Ok, Yory...Walk away, you don't have to be my friend,
or even like what I do
It's obvious that you don't...
By the way, in all the things you've told me,
have I ever given you reason, not to trust me!
Let me know if I let the side down...
Take care have, a great life...
& pull that plug on me if you must...
Balls in your court...Ciao Connie...
I know you hate, all this writing, this will be the last time
Shan't bother you again...