Crowning Gloriously

My brains, need's, a seeing to
Had a very rough night, sleep could!
Tossing and turning all night, wondering
what did I do!!
Antagonising he, maybe!
Six thirty get up made a cup of tea
Then showered wash my hair, ignite life into me
Making me feel good!!
No chance, I still feel, out of sorts miserable
My worlds raining on me, choking the
life out of me
The floodgates, uncontrollably...
Old boys, gone cycling leaving me to my misery
Ants in his pants he must have, a good day, it's not !!
And here sits I writing,
words, dancing before my eyes
Tears flowing a turbulent river,
Undulating to the sea...
Oh dear Lord why, must he do this to me!!
I see he behind his window, looking at me
I know he's there...
The light twinkling behind, he!
Such a long time, a conversation had we,
so hungry for words!!
Blasted tears drowning me...
Feeling that ache within me, hurt feeling!     
Music's on Bach, drowning me in my misery,
floodgates uncontrollably...
Suns coming out, my Acer's wearing a red hat,
so fetching to see...
Above a canopy of red, scattered below
Crowning atop gloriously...
That's how I see, he!!
All in his glory standing before me!!
Incandescently, running my eyes over, he!
Whispering such a beauty, as I towel myself dry
Who the hell is she I asked, he!!
Three guesses say he, to me!
Put your glasses on says I confoundedly,
As I sit to blow dry my hair, he sees not
the decaying of me!
As another tear escaping me...
Blue skies appearing up top, to his eyes,
comparingly...
Dark deep pools in the night of my nights
Like a chameleon, changeling...
Never so sure of he!!
Birds are singing a chorus a symphony,
lifting my spirits hi maybe...

Suns, gone away,
I need a cup of tea!!
Have a good day my friends,
wherever you'll be!