A Different me!!

       

O' poetry,
Poetry set me free
I owe you a different me!
I owe you my mind my heart my,
very soul...
And you owe me the kindness that,
you stole.
You owe me my loneliness,
my peace of mind.
My sleepless nights,
The silences, for your not there
But wandering the night, streets,
are calling as you're, roaming through
Sneaking quietly in the early morn...
At the clock, I glance surreptitiously
Coming home excitedly,
Reciting your words drunkenly
Phrases verses of poetry...
In my loneliness, longing for the touch
But, your perpetual drunkenness, sullenly!
I like you not this way!!
By the shore, I cried I cried in loneliness
In my ambiguousness, sorrow crucifying me
When I asked what happened to you?
You had no answer for me but said,
C'est la vie!
Instead, quoting a verse of poetry
In the darkness of my nights, searching you
With the approaching of a new dawn
The rising sun's imminent...
Over that mountain beyond the waterfall
Above the clouds peeking, through
Wearing its rays like a crown
Glistening little diamonds...
Trees are laden in dew, as the light seeps through
Frosted grasses glistening in the morning sun
Like dew tears forming behind my eyes,
kissing you!
Memories of times past...
So cold in the wet morning dew
That tinge of blue your lips hands, like ice
Running my hands over you just to warm you
Sitting forlornly along, the shore drunken 
Perpetually your drunkenness, your words
Such as Poetry!
O' Poetry, I owe you my world, my reason for living
My dying my freedom my life
Silently my tears are falling,
My secrets, in the depths of my heart
Residing within me I feel a stranger
Feeling so lonely, can you not see!!
O' Poetry!
I owe you the feeling of I, know not what
Of being born!
And my love of finding him, to lose again
O' Poetry !!
Poetry, I owe you,
A different me!!