Feeling Blue

Good Morning My World!

Feeling blue!
Heavy heart tearing me apart...
Sunrise simply manna before my eyes
Lifting that gossamer that's impeding me from visualising
You at this precise moment
There's a weight upon my soul
As if my whole world, crashing down on me!
I find I can not breathe
My heart feels tight so tight inside my ribs
The pain as if in sorrow for those that I miss
Feeling lost in the wilderness
No one's there no one sees no cares no one hears's
My torment!
As if my whole being crawling in the excrement
My mind my heart my soul in the abyss
Extract cannot this feeling of emptiness
Transcending into my life
Unable to see a life before me
Before darkness sets in
Flowing like a river it's raining in my heart
As if someone's wringing me dry
Arrest cannot the flow
Sun shining scintillating in my skies
Why must I feel hard done by...
As if am alone so alone in my world
The birds are singing
The leaves are dancing in the breeze
The washing set out to dry
Like bunting swaying in the wind
Yet my spirits are dragging me down
Low so low...I can do nought about it
Music I must put on
To extract from me this feeling of emptiness
Attacking me at this precise moment
Must pull, myself together
And see!
Whatever it will be!
 Will be.

By Connie James