Thinking Of You

Thinking of You

Darling!
Thinking of you;
Sun's shining it's a blue sky
Waters crystal clear in my mind;
The birds are singing
Not a whisper of a breeze in the air
Yet here I sit when I should be out there
But this being within me won't let me anywhere
Darling!!
Thinking of you, sleep can not
Waking in the hour's of dawn, so full of dew
Opening my curtains just a chink
Just enough to see through
The darkness facing me leaving me feeling blue
Got up went down made myself a cup of tea
Then jumped back into my cocoon quilt covers over me
Darling! Thinking of you
As I get up & shower missing your hands
Whispering over me
Such a long time darling I've felt you wanting me
So expertly sensually;
Your eyes never leaving me playing a game with me!
I can feel now as I soap myself
I can feel as you used to do;
My neck I can feel you kissing me:
As your hands whisper over me
Within my mind exclaiming!
The titillation of you as you used to I can see
Your hands! Just that touch
The slight roughness making me feel; So alive.
My mind soaring high like a dopamine
As they do the talking;
Stretching high extending myself my hands
Trying holding anchoring me
But you wouldn't let me
Tormenting me insistingly
Until am crying out my mind irrevocably
Clawing holding for life rendering me:
The essence of you;
Setting me flying higher than a kite
Then releasing me as I come crashing down
Euphorically;
Wonder why my tears spills in moments of ecstasy
Unfocused mind, that gossamer dispersing from me;
This exuberant feeling within me
In you eye's I see love or lust I care not
Call it whatever you may
Your eyes blue like my deep blue seas
& the blue firmament above me
As I reach high to touch your mind with mine
Immersing myself escaping not,
The imminence of you;
You might as well be my god my king my religion it's true
As I search your lips just that touch so you know;
Under my skin you are, my mind my soul
In turmoil's, am I my mind.
As I see you not, in my minds mind!
That gossamer impeding me
From visualising the smile in your eyes
I came crashing down, the floodgates flowing, my eyes
My soul dragging in the mire of my thoughts
Until lucidity returns to me
That gossamer dispersing from my mind:
In seeing you:
         
                By Connie James