The Reason I Survive

With the first light of dawn's rising's sun
To the end od day's, downing of the sun
He's the reason I survive, from morning till night
And then in reverse from night till dawn again
Enduring between us the silences, I can not
Far apart our thoughts
Gazing at him at first light of the night
His face handsomely his features, relaxed
Sleeping the sleep of the innocent,
As he sleeps now!
His hair tussled, curling about his forehead
Brushing aside from his eyes, was I.
His lips, his eyes deep blue oceans like
Asking myself why!
Who's He?
Who's this man taking my peace my mind my reason
My sanity!!
The only reason I survive hour after, hour, day to day
The turbulence within me!
After, all he's just a man
That I've dreamed in the darkest of my nights,
My mind so full of he
Taking my reasoning my mind.
Thinking can not incapable of thinking
One's mind euphorically
 It's him I desire at all times obsessively
This illusion, I carry within me
The fascination within as I write time
Fascinatingly the elusive illusion inherently in me
As I look into his eyes and see darkness within He
Perpetually lit by the moon at half light
Strangely gazing at me...
Trying to extricate, myself from this prison am in.
Between the light and the darkness my mind
Ambiguously, lightness within.
Ominously the silence awating, me
Covered in a gossamer, fog dawn's lightness seeping in
Dewy mistiness in my minds mind,
Understand I can not otherwise the look in your eyes ...
A mystical light crossing my dreams of the night
Understanding, not my mind mesmerised by he
The only thought, first and foremost
He came to mind irrevocably
The only reason I survive, irretrievably my mind
Extricate myself I can not
From thinking of He!

By Connie James...