Quiet mind of mine *****

Quiet Mind of Mine

Why do I bother, with such
In my thoughts,
Cause, help me they can not
Residing, within me, like a madness
Trying escaping, from me
For they're part, of this madness
Between, me, my thoughts;
Convoluted, become
Is it, me! Or is it my, thoughts
I, cannot abide,
This being, residing within me
My thoughts...
But if my thoughts, aren't me
Who's residing, within me my, thoughts
Hard, to differentiate
The streets of my, mind my thoughts,
When he, wants me not
So hard, catching him, in between;
The alleyways, of my mind
Touching his mind, with mine
Reaching out to, me
In my mind's, mind he'll be:
Struggling, fighting this being
Residing, within me
Going, there at any, time do not;
So hard thinking, not of he
In the recesses of my mind, resides he
Deeply rooted in my, heart
Within me, I ache!
This sorrow, won't leave me
In the recesses, of my mind
Tears escaping, flowing
From, the extremities of me
Like a turbulent river, breaking over me
In the depths of his, mind;
Great, he thinks me!
Knowing, not how to react
When I so need, his words
Quieting my, mind
Platitudes I need, not
Escaping, my troubled mind
Not even in the recesses, of me
Fighting a battle, lost;
This other being, residing
Within me, my mind, echoing,
Shut up please, let me be;
But it's, an impossibility
Working overtime, my mind
In the very, depths of me,
I can feel him, not in the recesses, of my mind
In the extremities, I need he
To hug me, just, hug me for me
In the circumference, of his arms
I feel safe, quiet within, he
Much, I need not just, a word a touch
Like a balm quieting, my mind
A smile in the extremities of me
As I touch his, mind with mine...