Reaching to me

           Reaching to me

Raising up to the skies my eyes
What do I see!
I see the rising sun's rays
Reaching out to me!
As I stand mesmerised
Letting it take hold of me
It's warmth penetrating me
As I throw my arms wide to the skies
Worshiping its rays as in a prayer
In supplication
Infusing my mind by its beauty
Beautiful as can be
Suffused my mind by the reality
Embracing me
Unfocused my mind becomes
Prolonging, the intensity
Touching his mind with mine
As I stare adoringly its rays taking hold of me
On my knees I find myself
Praying that he would be, loving me
The intensity the rising sun
It's rays all around me
Extending my arms
Almost touching a river in me
Golden stars exuding from me
Like a molten golden river
Cascading into the sea
Rising, high & higher
My fingertips burning as I
Extending my arms to he
As I standing arms akimbo
Feeling its glorious touch upon me
As I lift my face, higher kissing me
In Nirvana, I'll be,
But back to reality getting away from me!
In my memory wrapping arms around he
His warmth exuding right through me
My mind levitating as high as can be
Almost opium, like
Like a drug to me euphorically
Sending thrills through my spine
Every time, I looked at he
Holding my stare would he irrevocably be.
But he!
Wants me not as I am changing me!
A more pliable me!
But a mind of my own I possess inherently within me
It has survived my mind and me!
But I so want he to love me, for me!
No other reason intrinsically
On a pedestal, I need not, to be
Crying out looking at he
Love me!...Just for me
Adoring you as I do,
In a mystical way not, no way
But an earthling like me  
Has needs just like anybody in my primitiveness
My primitive mind wanting to climb that mountain high
With you by my side
Euphorically my mind in a frenzy
As you touch me periodically...

          By Connie James