Moment In Time

In a moment in time
My minds reasonable's not
When sorrow lives within me!
Matters not how hard I try my mind sees reason not
Extracting myself, from the mire of my thoughts
The beast residing within me...
That grows wild and wilder in the uncertainty
When my minds crying out
For those that were in my life.
Locked inside of me a soul crying out
Please set me free
Free from my mind that grows that grows obsessively
In the mire of my thoughts ambiguously,
When I know not,
If I should or not confide in all and sundry!!
Good, it does me not.
When this being inside of me
Trying to extract itself from me!
Why must I be me!!
This soul that lives in darkness letting, not the light in
Wrestling most times with my mind
That needs the lightness within,
In that moment in time when I open my mind
And see desolation within...
Can see not beyond the ugliness staring at me!
Those that forever will be, a thorn in my heart...
Piercing my heart that feels
For those ambiguously!
With a strength possible I though not
Every time they cross my mind
Not with love...
But loading comes to mind
More often than not!
Inexorably...........

                                      By Connie James.