Ciao Darling..

Good, bye darling
You finally had your way, in touch, I shall not again..
You see in my ambiguity, 
I knew not you had enough of me.
Or were you getting too involved words fell me
You know, you don't have to talk if you chose not.
Need not, pretend someone's calling you.
Finally, I understand.
A thorn ou your side I've become.
This can be remedied, just don't be my friend...
Although the pain within me is such.
You've outgrown me...Haven't you!
Or you just scared to feel, like me.
You know that business before that wasn't just me!!!  
I know not, how we came to be, to that point you see...
Complaining am not was having such fun, foolish me!! 
You brought out feelings, that were buried deeply within me.
Years of being in limbo it was too much you see ... 
Finally, I was free, free to feel.
Those feelings I've buried within me.
In the recessions of my mind, I was inclined to just feel...
But once out of your system..well you see. 
Why darling must you have opened that pandora box
All those feelings spilling through feelings I thought long dead..Until you!
Awakening me from the deepness the very core, of my being
I liked feeling again, maybe in my obsession, recognising not. 
Finally..
Now, gone forever into that pandora box....
To feel or not to feel!!
How dare I think I could feel again!
It was just a game.
Until someone's gets hurt and that someone's me! 
I like not.
What, am feeling at this precise moment.
It's painful tears spilling out...
Goodbye, I must, say to someone I liked a lot.
He brought laughter into my life, making me feel good.
Now darling, do whatever you may..have a good life, 
I'll be, ok once your out of my system.
It would have to have to happen someday.
Feeling good, it's not what its cut out to be anyway. 
Darling oh darling am mourning.
Ciao darling.

By Connie James.