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Ciao Darling.

Goodbye, darling!!
You're finally, had your way. seek you I shall not
You see in my ambiguity
I realised not that you were no good for me!
Or were you getting too involved,
Words fell me.
You know, you don't have to talk...if you chose not
Need not pretend someone's calling you
Finally,
I understand a thorn on my side you've become
This can be remedied, just don't be there my friend.
Although, the pain, is such within me.
You've outgrown me...Haven't you!
Or you're just scared to feel, like me.
You know that business before, that wasn't just me!
I know not how we came to be, to that point you see.
Complaining am not.
Was having such fun..foolish  me
You've brought feelings that were buried deep within me
Years of being in limbo it was too much you see
Finally,
I was free!! free to feel!
Those feelings I've buried within me!
Into the recessions of my mind, I was inclined to just feel.
But once out of your system.. well you see
Why darling  must you have opened that Pandora box
All those feeling spilling, trough!
Feelings I thought long dead
Until you!
Awakening from the depths the very core of my being,
I liked feeling again,
That obsessive obsession recognising not..that you.
The ambiguity..finally,
Now forever gone into that Pandora box...
To feel or not to feel...
How dare I think I could feel again!
It was just a game!!
Until someone gets hurt, and that someone is me!
I like not, what am feeling at this precise moment.
It's painful tears spilling out.
Goodbye I've got to say to someone I liked such a lot
He brought laughter into my life, making me feel good
Now, darling do whatever you may!
Have a good life,
I'll be okay once you get out of my system, as they say.
It would have to happen someday
Feeling good, it's not what it's cut out to be anyway.
Oh, darling in mourning...
Ciao...

                                By Connie James