Stair Way To Heaven

I've counted the stairway to heaven ..
Its steps so steep so true,
Reaching the top of the said steps with bated breath..
The Exhilaration half way through the Infinitum
Of the said steps that go's on to infinity
By the count of three thousand steps I look beyond the horizon far,
Was surprised to see you their half way up you were sitting amongst the flowers so blue..
Whilst on this floating stairway to heaven swinging to and fro..tantalisingly so..
The light up here so blinding but the darkness so dark the stars so bright scintillating
Like little diamonds and the moon in its fullness so bright..
Whilst down bellow our seas so blue, the psychedelic colours of our sky's
In the setting of our sun the reds, the gold's the purples intermingling with the blues..
So mesmerising those colours as I look at you, filling my heart with awe..
As I count steps one two and three..
Step one I climb in eagerness curious to see what's up there..
Step two am out of breath the giver of life's this blood of mine slipping out of me..
By the third step, my heart's in my mouth breathing heavily,
I guess that's why am climbing these steps to heaven given up the ghost,
Searching those that once were in my life..
Now as one struggles to breathe..
Fighting for life so dear as one's bloods draining from you..
The commotion is such as they work around you ..
Trying to stench this blood this giver of life flowing away from you..
In intense pain as one's struggles, through..
As one breathes can not, they have not a clue!
As one climbs those steps to infinitum..
Then you send me back it's not my time says you..
As I hang on to your hands, you shook  head ..Now go..
As I awake yet again tubes placed upon me,
With a bag with the giver of life flowing through me..
Welcome back says he..
The doc standing beside, me..
As I become awake tubes attached to me,
With the giver of life flowing through my veins through me..
That some kind soul donated to me..
Now am still at the bottom of the said steps one two and three..
Let's see if my fate will deliver me
As I start climbing steps one two and three..                              

                           Connie James.