I've Created You

In my mind, I've created you
In all my imaginings, I created you with love with kindness in your heart 
I created you as if you've tasted love,
For I have not tasted love know not the meaning.. 
But my love which is great and  pure. 
In between the clandestine meetings the rooms I made ready for you 
And with my memories intact  
The memories of you deeply in my mind my very being, 
In creating you I touched moulded you whispered softly your name, 
So you wouldn't refrain forgetting your name, the name that I gave you..
Oak is the name, so you'll grow strong, like an Oak tree..
In my creating of you, I convalescence in the harshness of creating you..
Just to lose you, my love, just to lose you !! 
Walking through the isles of those great Cathedrals, wide like avenues, 
It's a place I like not those cathedrals of a God I know not, I do not feel at home, there. 
Can not go in the sunlight without the shades on. 
Have a weakness in the sunlight,  the sun the glare.
As I think of you, our relationship controlling,
But I like not when you intervening in my life, I like not.
The distances between us so long and far apart, 
So I just close my eyes and imagine the distance's not so great. 
As I write my pages new words is a must, 
With the zeal, those streets the buildings of bricks, 
The church bells pealing, How I love that sound. 
In your absence, I can see you, can see you so clearly, 
Peace of mind, I have not relating to you.. 
The greatest presence in you is when I see you coming with that proud walk, 
Your stance I recognise anywhere, as you come and go reciting your Hemingway.
As I seat by myself I can see your sun kissed lips, 
I can not refrain myself, as I look at your lips.. imagining your sun kissed lips, 
How can I refrain !! making me love you, 
Ahh, making love without restraints,
Tonight I've created you in my imaginings, 
I whisper softly, my mind can contain not my whisperings. 
But forsake, you I'll want not.