My First Words

My first words to you..
Where you're' coming from I know
For a stranger in exile, I've been for such a long time
Being sent to the edges of hell ambiguously
In the middle of a city am standing in the silence, the dust
The sunset streets no one adores a stranger in exile..
The picture in my mind of you frozen in time
On the crowds on the streets, I've lost my mind
In that kiss that very first kiss I've stolen from you
My man, as I touch your face thus,
Holding your face in my hands kissed you that first time
The scent of coffee still lingers on you like a halo in disguise
The aroma of the said coffee, with memories or not
Gazing at you from afar my heart skips,
Whispering phrases like a nightingale singing in pain
With an arrow through its heart..dying.
Remembering where I've been in those streets
Where I brokenly uttered the truth
Spoken hard spoken softly looking at you like,
A stranger with the deepest, blue eyes
By the spring that fated night
Where that storm passed through
Stopping below those clear spring waters oozing through.    
The waters of life for me for you..
The strobe of blue lightening as I shivered through
Terrified taking your hands holding you tight
But the light in your eyes was mesmerised looking at you
Looking beneath that mountain high
Where I found you dumbfounded searching high
For my madness my restlessness my whims that you know
Understand me or not completely forsaken.
On the scented grass I lie
The rain softly coming down you kneeled closed to me
Loved me made love the emotion so deep I cried
Tears flowing silently from my eyes
We cried and cried again
Our body's dripping from the rain our tears
We kissed time and again
The blue lightning the storm in our veins
Storming in our blood yet again
My words clearly my words
My first words
To you.