Without Frontiers

Without Frontiers

My darling do not dim out the lights
For I like to see you not in silhouette
I love to cast my eyes and drink the beauty of you,
You are wonderful to look at
My eyes looking at you as I admire your physique,
The way you stand there looking at me
Painting me with your eyes each brush stroke
Each touch makes me feel like a queen
Seeing desire in your eyes, I melt within,
Do not go, not from me.
I need you're, love you're understanding the whole of you,
Nothing else will do
In the stars, it was written that you and I were meant to be
But the ambiguity in you tells me you feel not the same, do you!
For you I must fight, for you've grown roots in my heart
My mind so full of you, obsessively so, but the ambivalence in me
Cares, not one jot or not,  all or not it must be,
My darling look at me one more time before you go
I need to engrave your image deep within me, enhancing my soul.
I can pretend not to know what you do to me,
Inflaming my heart with every word.
All I know I can carry not with the thought that one day you'll walk from me
Am a soul in turmoil for I know not why I love you.. I just do
You might as well ask the stars scintillating in the sky's why,
And the moon in its element why it shines
Leaving me in this torment
Ambiguously I know not why the stars shine or not
I feel like a dying star little by little extinguishing in the firmament I've built
That once was so bright now mostly in silhouette, a star dying, puff.
My darling let me look at you at the beauty of you
Let my eyes mesmerise drinking the beauty before my eyes
Tears flowing like rivulets feeding the roots in my heart
That has grown so deeply.
So my darling just look at me and smile won't you!
Leaving me the illusion you've cared for me
Involuntary or not mysteriously little by little the reasoning in me
The obsessive obsession I hold within for you obsessively
Without barriers or frontiers, there are no frontiers
When it comes down to you
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                                     By Connie James