Finding You

In a trance, in a fog my mind is
As I sit around waiting for the words to hit me
Those words that I keep only for you and me
Words that mean nothing, to anyone else.. you see
But the words am looking for are hungry for love thirsty as can be
Strangely I understand not, is it you or is-it me
But if its not you who the hell can it be anyone else I know not cant you see
That am in love with or will ever be, so what's it going to be
Obsessively I go from town to town city to city
Wherever  you might be but in my obsession and ambiguity
Of finding you, your not where you should be
For am not just in love with love I guess I'll never be
I just love you as you are and not what you should be
In the light of the night conscious of the shadows faces in the streets
The street lamps in shadows as twilight sips in
In between light and darkness forgetting not
But remembering the way we use to be
When we were in love with love that's how we used to be
But now were just in love you and me
The way you touch my face softly tenderly
And the look in your eyes as you look at me
The tears that you kissed away as I hang on to you..
My darling in a different city at this precise moment I am
Trying to find myself within myself as it seems am lost within
Between the shades and the shadows of the city that am in
I've got this thirst within that hunger for words
That ambiguously comes to me seeing things through your eyes
Creating you poetry that so magically comes to me
Personally personal magic
Its about time that once again
That you my darling should read my words
My poetry..