Just One Day

          Just One Day 

       By Connie James

Just one day in my life 
Just one day.
I'd love to be loved like no other 
In any other way. 
To be loved unconditionally 
Matters not what they'll do or say
Holding me close, even If I push you away
To share my life despite my ways!!

What I spew out when I'm hurt
when you walk away!
The silence's a killer, what can I say!

Yesterdays!
So many many yesterdays 
When you'd take me by the hand and say.
You are my love my life the Stellar in my skies.
You've sparkling diamonds in your eyes.
Filling my heart when you smile  
Inexplicably in a wonderful way. 

Loving you matters not.
Whether to love you, they have no say.
Shivers running through me. 
Fighting all the way.

It's my life, I'll play it my way.
Stubbornly, they'll say;
To love you not in any way.

Conspiringly you'll say, my love 
I love you!   
In my ambiguity, I turn and look away
Extinguishable my love's not
In any way;
The world we live in understanding not
No way!  

But some days my obtuseness   
It's there for all to see.
When extolling my love, uncontrollably 
When it comes down to you, in every way 
Let it be, let it be they'll say. 
The silence's killing me.
Ominously you'll love me not in any way!

Yesterday!
Why must I think of yesterdays! 
When we'd sing and dance at every chance 
And make love in every way.
The stormy winds now have taken it all away. 
We've left ambiguously in what to think or say.
But I refuse to say no more's 
I Love You...