Let Me Live, My Way *****

Let Me Live My Way 

Got up this morning, showered washed 

Blow dried my hair...

Smelling good looking good, even if I say so

myself... 

Know what do I do with my time!!    

Housework, I abhor 

Washing cleaning ironing, what a drag 

My minds screaming, let me out!

Let me live my way...

The way I feel the way I want

OMG!! 

My brains, gone awol I cannot think! 

But if my brain think cannot 

What will become of me!

My world I need, 

To keep me sane keep me safe 

Keeping me from combusting, exploding like

a volcano... 

This is the first day, of all my days to come

Every day encircling me, my world and me   

Every hour every minute every second! 

I fear it's gone...

Much needed stimulation, my mind 

Every day of my life, the little things I do

Struggling every moment, trying to be true 

Taking the piss not...

Am my own person, right? 

I too have want's, wishes desires   

My uncontrollable mind, 

Control cannot, those desires 

Knowing not if to quit or not...

Aberrations!! 

I can see controlling me,

But controlled, I won't be never have been 

nor will ever be...

Am me!!       

The only one controlling my future, you see

Be it right or not for me...

With my time somewhat, I must do

Knuckle down and get on with my editing

Otherwise, run with me, my mind!! 

Not a good thing no, no Siree! 

Have a good day my world...
You, you and me!!