Just For You! *****

Just For You

Yah!!
I felt I was dying within
Nothing left to, give
A sadness running, through me
Cause he's there not, for me!!
Each time I think of He
Running, through me a stab,
piercing my heart
And my tears silently, overflowing river...
My soul dragging, in the mire!!
Not an ounce of empathy, so cold were, you
I was dying, within me my, mind
Fragmenting, my heart...
The whole of my being, trembling
Oozing, my tears as if drowning, I'd be
Impossible!
In the eyes of my, mind I see your, eyes blue
And ran, my fingers through your,
long red hair
Sending shivers through me, your twinkling, eyes!
But how can one cry a river, an ocean
Chocking, the life out of me;
You're punishing, me for being me
Too outspoken, I see
Feeling forlorn, know not what to, say
You knew from, the start
A mind of my own, I possessed
I say what I think, you know it's my way
But you fleetingly, pass me by
Not a word for, me...
And when I do protest you ignore me;
Shunning me!!
Yet you know what, you are to me,
What you do to me!
Still, hanging around why?
Just, to witness my, unhappiness
To feel I want not, this misery
It hurts too much you, see
Yet I see you behind, your window
Watching ignoring, me!!
Stand, I cannot when you're angry, with me
Teaching me a lesson, punishing me.
But when I look into, your eyes blue
The colour of my, skies
And the oceans across, from me
Scintillating little stars
Casting by the sunlight in your, eyes!