Higher Than a Kite *****

HIGHER THAN A KITE

Touch me!
I implore you looking, into your eyes
Kiss me!
Looking, at me tormenting me,
Wanting me, making me want, you;
This need, in the depths of me
This fire, burning my soul my, mind
Every ounce in me, everything I had
This need, fragmenting my mind
Confounded I'll be;
But your aloofness, as distant as the stars
As cold as a glacier,
Glistening in the sunshine 
An impossibility reaching, those diamonds in, your eyes
You might as well be, out of reach, my world
In wanting you, in my turbulent mind
But then again my, need is stronger than, my mind
At a distance keeping me!
Too deeply, embedded
Growing roots, in my heart;
And my tears feeding these roots, taken in love
Once again, somersaulting my heart 
at the sight of you...
Worshipping, you from afar, I see! 
Dumfounded am I...
But when we connect, might as well be
an orchestra a symphony, a chorus...
Of violins in a frenzy...
Ecstatically, taking me higher
Euphorically!
Intoxication, burning embers, my blood
My heart imploding, my mind
The nearness of you, so close
Fathoms, deep dark distant, pools emerging
Finding, myself falling into the depths
of your eyes...
And am lost, lost for all times
Orchestrating, a symphony in my heart
In mine eyes, I hunger for you
But there's always, this gossamer
Impeding, me from seeing you as you are
This primitive being, residing in my heart
Carrying me higher, than a kite
Bringing me, down with a sigh!