Eternal Breeze

Marvellous creature...

Says he, as he lies down beside me

His, hands softly over me!

Sending shivers through me!

My senses overflowing...

But my minds on he

He doesn't see me!

I guess, am just a pebble on the beach.

Thrown up by the sea whooshing back & forth

A grain of sand crushed over Millennium.

That, a pebble once used to be

A mere speck of dust floating through the eternal, breeze

Beyond, the clouds dancing swaying in the

Hemispheric winds!

Nothingness, I seem to be just another speck of dust. 

You can't see it!!

But within me, I cry look, at me!

Look at me in the eyes & see

That being living breathing!

A troubled mind thinking only of thee

Why treat me abhorrently, punishing me

But I guess it'll teach, me thinking, of you won't do!

& yet on my mind perpetually he seems to be

Like, a wound a cicatrize that won't heal

Damn you!

From my eyes, waterfalls 
Escaping silently.

Hiding, behind those waterfalls so no one can see

Within me am fragmenting.

Into, tiny little pieces, like that speck of dust

That, everyone, knows it’s there, but can't see

Yesterday by the sea, I did lie, waves washing over me.

Thinking of, he!!

& my tears flow like a river as I wept quietly

My, seas, were blue my skies.

The gulls swaying in the thermal winds

Gazing watching them dancing in the breeze

Wonder how gulls feel & the kestrels above me

As they dance & sway, with ease

Is there any other purpose in the way they think!

I'd love to be a bird flying through the sky with ease.

Thinking, not feeling seeing nothing!!

Troubling not one's mind, caring not a jot.

I would love to be such a bird!

Into, Infinitum carried by eternal winds

Looking, back not at he!!

 By Connie James