What Can You See!! ---

What Can You See!!

Look into my eyes look, into my eyes & see
That life's realities has nought to do with me
For am I, a being lost within me!
No one hears no one sees the desolation
what's it like to be me...
For in the wilderness I'll always be
On my own separated it seems to me
Look into my eyes look, into mine eyes
What can you see, but this tormented soul
residing within me,
At peace not within me.
Struggling fighting just to be me.
But the eyes of my world sees me not, as I see me
A soul at war within me...
Do I ask too much from those around me
Am I too demanding!
Or am I this confounded being
that they understand, not me
Or should I just, grow up
& see this elusive illusion I have of me
My aloneness maybe, just inherently within me
A mind confounded that no, one sees me
Crawling through, the mire of life
But there's this ache within me!
Those that pretend that, they know me
Look into my eyes what can you see!
But this soul residing within me
Do you see this empty shell this cavity
Crying outreaching to thee!
Or can you see a soul happy as I used to be
Now fragmenting before me
Can you see, not can you, not see!
That am trying just to be me
That image of me!
Eaten not much all day,
For my body seems gross to me
A clue they have not what's it like, to be me
But a stranger looking back at me
Rivulets flowing from the depths of me,
drowning me...
Yet I ask why can't I just be me...
Flowing my tears annoyingly
What can you see, what can you see
May it be the destruction of me
Those, one by one dispersing from me
Confounded, this soul residing within me
But truly what can you see
Can you see the emptiness within me
Lost cause I must be...
Can you see, raindrops flowing from me
Around me, I'd love to see your arms, hugging me
But what the hell, can you see this empty shell
This turbulence within me, gazing into mine eyes
Can you see an empty, reflection of me!!